I haven't been to school in 5 months, alot of things have happened. My name is Hayden, and this is my diary. I have been suicidal for a while now and I have a 6 page list of all the people I wanna kill including myself. I live a pretty fucking depressing life and spent most of my time drawing. Today is my first day of school and I'm not too hyped.
- Sweetie, you need to get dressed, we're leaving soon!
I ignore her and after awhile she comes up to my room and knocks on the door
- Come in.
- Get dressed Hay, school starts soon and I don't want you coming late on the first day
-Fiiine!
Apparently the school I'm going to is called "The Arcine School". Sounds like a huge aidsfest to me. We arrive and my mom wishes me luck. There's a lot of people here and I'm already feeling anxious.
- Hey! You must be new here! I'm Josh and this is my friend Tyler.
- Holy fuck you guys scared me! Umm, anyway. I'm Hayden
These guys seem pretty cool to be honest.
- Well nice to meet you, Hayden
- Yea, same to you...
After a whole bunch of bullshit in school I arrive home to notice that my phone is blowing up. I check what's happening and I see that my instagram is getting spammed with followers. What the fuck is this? I have a new DM, what's this. "New DM from @joshdun" how the heck did he find my instagram...
"Hey, Hayden. I found your account and you know, you seem like a pretty cool person."
Huh I reply with a simple "thanks :)"
I go upstairs to take a nap and I see something strange outside my window. It's a person I blinked once and he was gone. It must be all these new depression pills that makes me tired I guess.