Every Betrayal Begins With A Trust

Chapter 8

So this is the LAST chapter I understand that some of you might still have questions but if you do please just put it in the the comments Thank-you

Love Stephi

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So these days I'm still living with my mum happily and I am now calling Matt , dad. I have a little brother, a half little sister and a half little sister on the way. Up at my dads I know that I have an adoptive brother, two half brothers and a half sister (probably another one on the way for all I know).

I haven't spoken to my biological dad since February 2015. I don't see why I should always have to be the one who has to call Him back or be the one to always organize a day out with Him. It's been tough and there has been lot's of time were I thought I was going to break down and cry in the middle of the street or something but I got through. Sometimes I still cry at night but that's only because I think to much and it gets me nowhere. He's told me that he's started a new life and that I'm not a part of it and to be honest I didn't think ever was. As a child I trusted him there was nobody in the world I trusted more and look where that got me.

There's been a change my conscious got the better of me. The other day I was talking to Matt and said that he wasn't going to stop me from calling him if I wanted to. I called and as I thought he was so, so selfish the whole time he was talking about himself and the half a dozen kids he's had. Like I care. Well I do, and it kills me that I have spent so long waiting for the right moment to call when that last time we had a fight over the phone I should have just called him back then maybe, just maybe I might have had areal relationship with my biological father.