Won't judge you

be cool about it

Cloe
I got the job as a CRNA at Mercy General Hospital making $80 a hour. While still working at KOD, until I start showing. I have my whole family that's depending on me, plus this unborn baby.

I'm sitting in this tub on a Sunday nightn my candles lit & Janine is on. I'm crying my poor little eyes out. I cant believe I Turned out like this. I should've did better. Why couldn't I prove my mom wrong.
My phone vibrate
Maurice- ready for tomorrow?
I respond "Yea. Night" I opend the drain, blow the candles out & walk in my room "how you been? You OKAY?"
"Been livin'. And yes night"
He keeps text but I just ignore it and lay down.

Next morning

I get up and go to the bathroom.
I pee, wash my hands, face, brush my teeth and shower. Thirty minutes later, I get ready. Combining my hair with a middle part, did I mention my hair is like four inches below my bra strap & it's jet black ? I get my grey leggings and royal blue sweater that say "A queen doesn't follow rules. She makes them". I grab my royal blue chucks to match as well. Last but not least my glasses, phone, & keys.
I text Maurice the Address. He responds quickly "on my way". I leave out to start this day.

As ten o'clock comes, I pull up in front of the hospital. I kill the engine, get out the car leaning against it and wait for him.
While waiting, I get on Twitter and read all the tweets about KOD Saturday night Special. My pregnant ass did six performances. We had some of the best people there. I wasn't phased though. I thought about quitting since I finished school, got the job at Mercy and gonna be somebody momma.

Maurice
I pull up to the hospital next to Clo's car. Killing the engine and getting out. "Ready? " I ask looking at her, I can say I ain't never seen her dressed liked this. She was always half naked, then again that was in the house. She walks in front of me. I can't help but to admire her body. The way her ass cheeks jiggle to her thighs are toned then them hips. I catch myself forgetting the position we're in.

She gives the receptionist her name then we sit in the waiting area. We both pull out our phones. "How was your morning? " I ask her
"Smooth. You?"
"Good"
"That's good" she says.
A nurse calls her back "I be back. Gotta take the blood/pee test". I nod my head and watch her walk in. That lady know she's fine. She has too know, she must know.

A girl sits on the left of me.
"Hi"
I look at her "wassup? "
"Nothing. What brings you here?"
"Seeing about my baby, baby momma is back there"
"That's cool, congratulations. I'm here with my sister, she's finding out the gender of the baby. I'm Miranda"
"That's wassup. My name is Maurice" she nodds her head "Are you and your babymom, together?"
"Nah we not, you got a man?"
She smiles at me "nops. I want one". I smile looking her up & down in a flirty way "you should text me sometime. . . Like tonight" she blushes
"Yeah? Here, how about you text me" I hand her the phone. Cloe walks out, Miranda put her number in handing me my phone back. She hands me hers and I do the same.
Cloe smiles at Miranda being polite "exuse me, the doctor will call us in five"
"Alright Clo".

"She's your baby mom?"
"Yeah".
The nurse call Miranda sister "Well bye. Nice meeting you" she says smiling at me.
"Yeah you too" I smile back.

The nurse calls Clo back and we get up.

"Hello Ms.Smith. I'm doctor Pool. . . You must be the dad. Nice to meet you" she says shaking our hands.

"Well you two are a month pregnant, Cloe you forgot to come back for your birth control. The implant expired a month in a half ago" I get pissed. She knew that. She set me up?

"No wonder this happened. I forgot the appointment. Thought it was next month"

"No. But, sweetie is everything fine? Your too stressed. That's unhealthy for our little pride and joy in there. You must stay calm & happy. If not, your baby will be very sad or the worst could happen and you have a, misscarage" she says twisting up her lips