Departed / a ZaynMalik story

Just A Minute

This one is for you Eishita! :*
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2 months later

April.

Its freaking April. My birthday month. Oh damn god. I cannot wait for the day. Since i was 5, i always used to plan the day and get excited about it. The countdown would begin 21 days ago and i would plan my day like a crazy freak. But being in the 11th grade has changed everything. I don't have much time to plan the day anymore. But I'll still find time i guess.

I finished with my exams 3 weeks ago and I must say they went pretty well. Thank god i managed to finish my syllabus in time and was able to score well.

And it has been 2 months since i last heard from him. The last i talked to him was the day he kissed me. After that i had not even said a 'hi' to him. Every time we saw each other, either we would look away or look down but never would we look into each other's eyes. The air was always awkward between us. He would sometimes say hi or pass a smile or even try to have funny arguments with me like we used to have but i was always scared or being broken.

Anyways, I have learned to live without him. I have accepted the fact that he is gone and he is never going to come back. We won't be the same ever and its better if we don't be friends with each other. Sometimes i would become sad or even break down but then i would compose myself and remind myself that it is okay to be sad but then i need to move on.

" Zaaaraa" zafrina screamed from behind me pulling me out of my thoughts.
I turn to face her and smile.

" Hello Darling. Tomorrow's the birthday hun?" She amiles.

" yeah it is." i say smiling.

" so tell me. What do you want for your birthday."

"Nah! Nothing. Just wishes would be perfect."

" oh shut it Zara. Just tell me."

" i don't know zafrina. I really don't." I said popping my tongue out.

" Fine. I'll have to see to it for myself." she huffs.

I giggle at that. She is so damn cute man.
She is the beat friend, i had ever had. Beside Harry.
We walk around for a while in silence but then she breaks it again.

" um how's Zayn?"

I snap my head up and freak out a little at the mention of his name.

" umm.........i don't know..........he is fine i guess" i murmur.

" You guys don't talk anymore."

" yeah we don't have much time you see"

"Is everything okay then?"

" Yes Zafrina. Can we please talk about something else now?" I snap.

" oh! Okay."

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Sitting in my room, i was watching a rerun of FRIENDS on my laptop. Joey is the best one i swear.
I was on my 4th or 5th episode when I hear a knock on my door.

Who should that be now?

I look at the clock on my bedside to check the time.
Its 8:15.
I hear another knock and get up from the bed to open the door.

My heart stops beating and my jaw drops to the ground. What the fuck is this! What is he doing here.
I don't want to see him.
I am not ready to see him.
Its Zayn.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
I start freaking out.
What does he want now? Oh god!