The Queen [OHSHC]

Chapter 8 *FILLER*

I felt like I was floating, just like the balloons I hated. I felt tons of emotions run through me. More like remembered them running through me before.

Fear.

That was what I felt. The fear of everything being ruined. The fear of losing the routine of my life, the fear of losing another important person in it. I didn't think that I could bear it.

Remembering the pain I had felt when I was younger was too much, remembering the time when I realized that Mommy would never come to see me, or come back at all.

It was tough but after a while, I knew that the fact that those devilish twins were the ones to explain was the best thing that has ever happened to me at that time.
The words they said so bluntly were horrifying, sorrowful, just plain reality.

Even though I was thankful to them in a way, the fact that I feared them was a fact. I wasn't scared of cats, dogs, men even fucking homicide didn't scare me! But hearing the truth from them became a fear of mine without realizing.

Afterwards that fear turned in to the fear of seeing twins, being close to twins, touching, talking; anything about twins started being terrifying.

Everyone is scared of something. You will want to run away from it. But whatever you do thousands of things can happen to you in a day. In different orders: alphabetical or anything. You can even call it fate. Will you know when that one thing which you tried to run away from all your life, or at least for the longest time you could, would come back in it? No. You never will even have that chance because it will be so fast, that there'll be no way to fore-see it. You won't be ready and it will suck you in to the sea of darkness. Well THAT was what happened to me.

I heard voices. I didn't feel like I was floating anymore. Memories weren't flashing before my eyes, and the only thing I felt was the pain in my head.

I opened up my eyes. Not being able to see accurately, because of the light, I saw seven silhouettes.

"Are you okay?" Asked someone. I thought of nodding my head but someone answered instead of me.

"Don't worry, Tamaki. I had called her butler. He shall come and get her. She must rest so we should all get out," I heard the voice of the other Death Note carrier.

"Sweet dreams, princess." Was the last thing I heard, before going back to sleep.

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Okaaa~~y!! Everyone it was a double update!! Well actually 1,5 but well... This kind of a way of saying sorry for not updating for sooooooo long.

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