I turn around and see my mom.. Great.! I didn't want to really see her...
"Who are you looking at." My mom said.
"Mhmmm let me think. I don't know yet." I said to her. I've hated her. She would hit me almost everyday. I just don't like her. Like at all. If I had money I would move out but I don't have a job. I really need to look for a job.
"What did you just say." She said coming closer to me.
"Oh nothing." I said backing away.
"What a bitch." She said under her breath. All of a sudden I felt something hit my cheek. It was her hand. She just hit me.!! I have tears in my eyes... She walks away.
I go up to my room. And start crying. I can't take this anymore.. I just want to leave and never come back... Why does everyone do this to me.? Why me.? Just why.? Why do I get treated like this.? I don't do anything to anyone, do I.? I hope not...
I lay down and look up at the ceiling and just start thinking. I really need to get a job so I can have the money to take care of myself. I'll look at place that I could apply tomorrow. Right now I just want to sleep.
"What time is it.?" I thought. I look at my phone and see it that is was 9:30pm. Is it really that late already.? Have I just been sitting here looking up at the ceiling for a long time.?
I here my phone go off. "Wait no one doesn't text or call me." I thought. So I look at my phone and it says unknown. Who could this be.? I unlock my phone and it reads "Hey what are you doing tomorrow.?" -A
Who could have a name that starts with an A.? I thought for a minute. Oh shit.!! Could it be Ashton.? I hope not.! How could he get my number.? Who gave it to him.? No one has my number. Or did Ashton get it from Hannah.?
"Who's this.?" I texted back. A few minutes later my phone goes off again.
"Ashton silly.! Who else would it be.?" He texted me.
"I don't know. Lol." I texted back.
"So what are you doing tomorrow.?" He said.
"Nothing. Why.?" I texted back. Why is he being so nice.? Is he trying to be nice so he could bring me down again.? I hate boys so much.!!! Well I hate him at the moment.
A few minutes later my phone went off once again.
"Cause I wanted to know if you wanted to hang out tomorrow.?"
What.? Me hang out with him.? I don't know. I'm scared he's going to start hitting me again. Should I hang out with him.? Oh god.!
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Hey guys I'm back.!!! I hope you guys like this chapter.!! I'm going to try and update every Tuesday cause I don't work Tuesday.!! But how are you guys.? I hope you guys are okay.!!
DO YOU GUYS THE SGFG ALBUM.??? CAUSE I DO.!!
What's your favorite song/songs.?
Mine are Broken Home and Invisible. Cause I just love Broken Home. It relates to so many people.. I relate to it... It's a really long story..
But what are your guys's favorite song.?
DO WHO'S READY FOR MADE IN THE AM.?!? WHO LOVE THE PERFECT VIDEO.?!? CAUSE I DO.!!! Perfect is just an amazing song.!! I love it so much.!!!
But anyway I love you guys.! Thanks for hanging staying with me.!!!
I hope you guys love this chapter. Sorry it's short. I wanted to get it published for you guys. Cause you guys wanted me to update so I did.!
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Alyssa:)xx
