They say a man's thoughts are his own worst enemy I believe this to be true I've been left alone with my thoughts many times when I can escape from it's impossible they say the world can be a cruel place so this cruel people but I can also be a place filled with compassion and loving people the irony of this is is in the end the ones that love you the ones that you love back end up being the ones that hurt you more than the ones who were cruel it's a sad and terrifying truth that people forget these are the things I think about on a daily basis I can't focus my sons overwhelme I try to fight back I try to smile but they can see through it they know I'm not okay they say they want to help they say they want to make it better they say they don't want to hurt me but they do they don't make it better they don't try to because they know they can't I gave them my heart and I got it back shattered to what I thought was beyond repair but slowly bit by bit I'm realizing I can put it back together I can make it whole again I can make myself whole again and I will make myself whole again I will move on I will find someone new but I won't open up I won't let myself get hurt again these are the thoughts that reside inside my head but these are only a small portion Theramore there are always more by the end of this you will learn to know who I am even without knowing who I am these are the thoughts that reside in my head this is how I will come to accept them
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in my head
Poetrythese are the things that reside in haunt my mind these are things that I think every day I have never told anyone about them and for the first time I'm going to tell you
