I'm done with all the drama,
I'm done with all the depression,
I'm done with all the grief,
I'm done with all the mourning,
And I'm done with all the sorrow.
I'm done with the heartbreak,
the tragedy,
and despair.
I'm letting go of everything,
that has held me back,
or broke me down.
I'm moving on to the happiness,
on to the good times,
and the great memories to come.
It doesn't mean I'm letting go,
of the friend,
or the amazing times I had with her.
But I'm letting go of the hurt times,
and the bad memories.
When words were given,
and received.
The words that broke us apart.
I'm letting go of the actions,
that we both went through,
to push each other away.
The memories I want to forget,
and the things I regret,
not being there for her,
when she really needed me.
The way I said I wouldn't choose sides,
when I did even if I didn't want to,
or wasn't realizing it.
When I expected her to be my best friend,
after everything I did.
But I'm not letting go of the reasons I was,
or tried to be,
her best friend.
Her smile,
her laugh,
the twinkle in her eyes,
when we shared a look only we understood.
Her beauty,
and the way she though she wasn't beautiful,
or she was fat.
The love we shared of makeup,
of shopping,
of being outside i the fall,
and playing childish fantasy games.
Of music,
and inappropriate jokes.
The 'that's what she said's',
and the 'twss' jokes.
Angels and demons.
Books and writing.
The love we shared of our friendship.
But the one difference we faced,
will stick in my head.
Her love of someone,
and my hate of them.
But the one thing I will surely never regret,
was having her as my best friend.
