Help Me Forget (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 2

"Young man, what happened here." The officer asked when he found us. I tried to talk but my voice was horse from screams, I couldn't say anything. I looked at him hopefully seeing that he will know what I mean. His mouth made an "oh" motion and nodded sympathetically. "We will talk to you when you get some water and can speak." He said. I nod and he went over to another area, talking to an officer. Someone else stood over me, this was a woman. "Hello sir, we need you to get some clothes on." She said, giving me the clothes. I get up and put them on slowly. The woman officer then helped me up and I almost fell over, she caught me and I looked up at her with a great full look. T'Thank you' I mouthed. 

She took me to her squad car and put me into her back seat, she then went to the drivers side. Her partner got into the car as well, he happened to be male. I made a small noise and moved myself as far as I could away from the male. The car started and started moving. I looked outside and we drove for about 5 minutes and stopped in front of the station. The three of us get out of the car and when the officers partner tried to get close to me I would jump slightly and flinch, throwing myself at the woman, he saw this and decided to stay his distance. They took me to an interrogation room. There was a glass of water that I flung myself at. He hadn't given me anything. No water, no food. I was starving. They looked at me with worry. "Okay, So what happened." The male asked. I sunk into the chair. "I'm sorry, I can't do it with him in here." I told the woman. She nodded and asked the man to leave. When he left she sat down in front of me. "What happened in there?" She asked softly. "I walked home with my friend, I dropped her off and on my way to my house... He. Took me from the side of the road. He took me to his house, he smashed my phone, and made me do horrible horrible things. He threatened to kill me. He fucked up one time and let me get close to the gun and I--" I started choking up remembering everything. 

"I get it" She said. She looked at me softly. "I had no choice, it was the only way I could get out." She nodded. She took a few notes, got up and gave me a hug, it was soft and comforting. "Would you like to call your mother, she's probably is worried sick about you." She said pointing to the phone hanging from the wall. I made a slight nod and got up, walking to the phone. I felt dizzy walking, the phone seemed to get farther and farther. Eventually, I reached the phone. I pulled the receiver off and called my mom.

"Mom, I am at the police station, I need you to come NOW!!!" I said frantically into the phone. She gushed and said that everything would be okay and that I didn't have to explain anything because she was just happy I was alive. It was at that moment when everything started going downhill in my life.

~ONE YEAR LATER~

I looked at the scars on my arms, they were deeper then shown on the surface. My mother has seen them many times before, yelling at me each time. I couldn't stop. Not for her, not for anyone. Every time I would see a person of the male gender, I would flinch and get away. I was afraid of men, I was afraid of Every. Single. Fucking. Guy. I. Saw. All because of one pedophile that couldn't keep it in his pants. I was afraid of guns, I handled one once, to shoot someone. I couldn't bear seeing other people even on tv die like that. Everything changed when he decided to do that. My mother begged the school systems to send me to a girls only school because I would have a panic attack otherwise. It took some convincing and some talking of the girls in the school.

I didn't mind that I was surrounded by girls all day. I bothered me though, it was because I didn't like them. I like men. I'm a gay guy afraid of men and it's all because of one fucking person. The person who changed my life...

~I hope you guys like it, I am spending a lot of time on this story, I am having fun writing this one. Don't forget to vote, comment, all that shit. I love you all :) |~~Roxasstuck~~|