The Perfect Fairytale

Chapter 3: Living with Mom

Aria's P.O.V
Today was going to be the first day that I was going to spend at my biological mother's house. "Aria! Have you packed for Lana and Sean's yet?" Colin yells from the bottom of the stairs. I double check everything. Phone, charger, toiletries, laptop, earphones, clothes and blades. Can't forget about the blades. "Yeah, I'm ready dad!" I yell back before closing my bedroom door and heading downstairs to the main foyer with my 2 bags.
"Ari, are you sure I don't want to have to turn around."
"Yes, I'm sure. Can we get to the set now?" I laugh. After throwing my bags into the boot, we all climbed into the car and drove off to Steveston.
*SKIP DRIVE*
"Hey Ari, do you want to put your bags in car now?" Lana asks me as we arrive at the set. After nodding my head yes, I carefully place my 2 bags into Sean and Lana's car. "Do I have to sit between Madison and Jackson. It will be too squishy." I complain to my birth mom.
"Just for today. Tomorrow we can place Jackson's car seat in the middle. " Lana explained to me before we both walked off to the hair and makeup department.
*SKIP DAY AND DRIVE HOME*
"Aria, do you remember where your bedroom is?" Sean asks me as we all get inside the house.
"Second door to the left?" I question. He nods his head yes before carefully placing Madison down in her and Jack's shared play pen. Lana did the same with Jackson. Once I arrived to my bedroom, I quickly closed and locked the door so that nobody would see me with my blades. I got to work straight away. I quietly placed all 5 sharp blades in different places. One on my tallest shelf, two in my bathroom cupboard, one in my back pant pocket, one hidden in my desk drawer and the last one is hidden under a tiger statue in my white glass cupboard. "Okay, what next." I ask myself before heading back to my bed with my bags. About 15 minutes later I had placed everything away. Suddenly there was a knock at my door. "Aria, dinner is ready."Sean stated through the locked door. After opening my door I explain to Sean that I'm not hungry. "Can you come down and at least sit at the table and talk with us?" Sean questions me. After saying yes, we both head downstairs to the kitchen/dining area for dinner. Tonight was sausages with mashed potato and vegetables. How can they eat all that? "You're not eating." Lana states towards me. I then explain that I'm 'not' hungry. She lets it pass. "Aria, how was school today?" Sean asks me whilst feeding Jack some type of baby food. Madi had the same thing. "Um... it was boring. Jared and I only had maths, English and history today." I explain to my mom and step-dad. After mom and Sean finished dinner, they fed my stepsister and stepbrother before placing them down for the night. I started to head towards my bedroom. "Aria, can we please talk downstairs?" Lana asks before walking downstairs with her hand interweaved with Sean's. "Sure." I whisper to myself as they were already at the bottom of the staircase. Once we were all comfortable in the lounge room, Sean and Lana told me the house rules. "Can I go to bed please?" I ask my parents.
"It's only 6:30, why go to bed early?" Sean asks me. Fuck. "I always go to bed early. I need a lot of sleep otherwise I'm grumpy." I explain before quickly walking to my bedroom. After taking a quick shower and adding new cuts to my body, I just layed down in bed with my phone on Twitter. Go kill yourself @ariamorrison. @ariamorrison should be dead, she doesn't fit in with her family. Has @ariamorrison put weight on she looks really fat. I quickly run over to my mirror and lifted up my baggy jumper. They are right, I'm really fat. All I saw was fat flowing over the side of my body frame. I need to vomit. I quickly run into my ensuite and vomit into my toilet. "Ari, are you okay in there?" Lana asks from my closed ensuite door. After vomiting blood up, I just said that I was a little sick from lunch even though I had eaten nothing in days. Once Lana was out of my bedroom, I brushed my teeth before going to sleep but before falling asleep, I plugged all of my technology into their chargers for the night.