I'm Trying

Chapter 4

"Woo!" Garnet shouted as she finished off the last shot. Her opponent laid their head down and groaned, unable to consume anymore alcohol. Garnet flashed a toothy grin, and stood up, wobbling slightly. She stumbled over to Peridot, and slurred, "Ey, didya see tha'? Tha' guy got 'is as' kicked!" Garnet laughed a threw an arm around Peridot, "Ya'know who would really lik' this? My adorable lil' Pearly, *hiccup*."

A tall, dark, and very muscular woman walked up to the pair and smiled, "Hey sexy, how's it going?"

The shorter girl scoffed and turned away, "Jasper, go away." The new woman smiled, "Not here for you, short stuff. I'm lookin' at this tall drink of water." Her smile grew as she turned to Garnet, "So, baby, wanna ditch this dump and go somewhere real fun?" Jasper put her arm around the dark British woman, ushering her to the door.

Garnet protested, "Ey! I go' to get home to my wife!"

"Wife, huh? Babe, don't worry 'bout her. She won't have to know."

Garnet didn't argue because this strange woman did seem very attractive and Pearl didn't have to know, but then again, her head was aching so bad that she couldn't even remember her daughter's name at that moment.

Before she knew it, she underneath Jasper being rammed into. Jasper moaned out, "God, you're so fucking tight, babe! Does your wife... not fuck you enough?" She panted, and grabbed Garnet's hips roughly. Garnet replied, huffing, "I...I'm u-usually...dom..She can barely take...me..anyways." Garnet through her head back, "Fuuuuuuccckk."

Jasper smiled and thrusted harder, "Heh...you're the...first lesbian that's been cool..with my dick."

"W-wait, i-it's real?" The muscular woman chuckled, "Imma trans, babe."  And that's the last thing Garnet heard before she came. They both laid there panting, Jasper growled, "So...you're wife's names Pearl?"

Garnet was shocked, "How..how th' hell did you know tha'?" Garnet heard a chuckle, "Wow, babe, you are that drunk. You screamed her name pretty loudly."

Garnet sat up, fiddling to get her clothes back on, Jasper groaned, "Where do you think you're going, huh?"

"Home; I gotta get back home to Pearl."

Jasper scoffed, "You married women, God, can't ever get ya mind off your spouse, can ya?"

This irritated Garnet, "Fuck you, I lov' her!" She stood and almost fell. She blinked a few times before heading for the door. Then everything went black.

When Garnet woke up, she was in bed, by herself. Garnet sat up, she groaned loudly, "Fuck...my head hurts so bad.." When Garnet removed the covers, she revealed her boxers and sports bra, How'd I get into these? Garnet shook her head and notices that her legs and arms had multiple bruises on them. "Dammit..." She whispered under her breath.

Pearl walked in, she saw Garnet awake. She smiled and hugged her wife softly, she whispered lovingly into her wife's ear, "I'm so glad you're doing okay this morning."

"Pearl, love? How..How did I end up in bed?"

The pale woman sighed, "I found you crying and screaming in the lobby last night. You were upset over something and you couldn't find me. So the front desk called me and I came and got you, you cried most of last night, but you never told me why."

Garnet sniffled, "I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to get drunk. I know I promised you I wouldn't but I don't know what came over me...will...will you please forgive me?" Pearl smiled, "Yes, I forgive you. I'm just glad Amy was with your mothers."

"Yeah...me too. I would die if she saw me like that..."

The couple sat there in each others arms for a while until Pearl said, "Um..Garnet?"

Garnet stomach dropped, for some reason she expected Pearl to admit she had cheated on her with Rose, but she got quite the opposite. "Do..you think we could have another baby?"

"What?"

"Well, single children tend to have a rough childhood when they have no other siblings and if Amethyst had a brother or sister then she'd have someone to play with all the time. And," Pearl smiled and nuzzled into Garnet's neck, "I would love to raise another child with you, Garnet. A-and maybe this time, one of us could get pregnant."

Garnet's eyes widened, "You mean..like get a sperm donor?" Pearl nodded, "Yeah." She hugged Garnet tighter, "I would love to have another child, Garnet...and..I know you gave a lot to marry me...all your hopes of having a kid yourself, and I know I can't provide that, but the sperm bank can."

Garnet gulped, "You...would do that just for me?"

"Well of course, but in all honesty it's for all of us. For our family."

Garnet felt sick, and it wasn't because of her hangover. She sighed, and smiled despite wanting to cry, "We'll talk about it, especially with Amethyst." Pearl squealed with excitement, "Really?! You wanna go through with this! Oh I'm so excited, and I bet Amethyst will too! I love you so much Garnet!" Pearl crashed her lips into her wife's, then pulled away. "I'll go make us a special breakfast, okay?" Pearl's grin made Garnet chuckle, "Okay, love. And while you do that, I'll get dressed."

When Pearl left, Garnet's heart shattered, I fucked up. I FUCKED UP TO BADLY! She mentally screamed at herself for a while before finally giving and up and slipping on a t-shirt with a pair of dark bluw jeans, she sighed, This isn't going to end well....