im a mess

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My job, myself,my life,my dreams ,my lovelife is a mess

it is like a broken pieces of glass
It can't be back easily
I have no one to blame but myself
I let myself to be like this
Its my fault not yours

My life is as crap as a garbage
Its easy to say I'm okay but I'm not
Every night I want to be an explorer
To go to every places I loved
To enjoy great things
To find peace and hapiness
But this place turned into darkness
It then became nightmare

I'm broken and dirty
I'm good and bad
I have secrets and lies
I'm a mess and it's true

I'm alone and lonely
How long before it take
Before I see the real me
The real shadow of myself
To make me good again.

I maybe forgotten
But my life can be something you can share.

I hate myself
I hate the way I am today
If I could bring back the time
I want to be a simple girl I used to be!

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