Void Love

[IMAGINE #3] AMERICAN BEAUTY, AMERICAN PSYCHO

I woke up groaning since today was the first day in my new school, my family recently moved to this rural town named Beacon Hills. We moved here right before junior year began so that I wouldn't feel so alone. Yet, I missed my friends, I still remember saying goodbye to them and having to hold back my tears in order to be strong for them.

I looked at my phone and saw that I still had half an hour of sleep so I groaned again and decided to stay in bed and mourn my lost sleep. I must have slept at some point because because the next thing I remember was my mom opening my door at a way which was sure to wake me up.

" Day one greenie rise and shine" she said with a smile but I just looked at her with my usual are you freaking kidding me, this is the worst day of my life and you laugh with my pain look and then she laughed.

" It's not that bad" she smiled opening the curtains and I had to squint since I'm not a morning person.

" No it's not bad, it's terrible" I almost yelled getting up and slowly walking myself into the bathroom.

" Why couldn't you leave me at Los Angeles, I had friends there I was popular and I knew almost everyone there, but instead you bring me here where I don't know anyone nor do I have friends here it's a small town so people will be forced to gossip about stuff and now the main topic is going to be me, by the way don't you dare pretend to be unaware of my few social skills I have, the only topic I will have to discuss is the TV series I watch all day and they will probably not know them" I whined as I looked at my closet for something decent because the first impression always played a significant part in whether you will have friends or not.

" You basically think that the people who live here are cave people?" my mom asked and I nodded.

" Well not cave men but they won't have to do anything to bother themselves with other than gossip about guess who? ME" this time I said it a little louder than I was supposed to so I just went back to getting dressed.

" Hey sweetheart it's going to be alright your dad graduated from the same high school and he isn't a cave man is he?" my mom asked and I roller my eyes.

" There are always exceptions to rules mom even though when he doesn't shave he does look like a cave guy, bye mom" I said and ran outside the door to my car and I started the engine, then I turned on the radio as always but I couldn't find a proper station so I just found a few songs on my phone and connected it with my radio.

I parked at some spot right outside the door and I sat there because I was nervous about everything and I liked the song so I just sat there until the song ended so I took a deep breath and got out as confidently as possible.

Before I got out I ate a gum so I walked to the trash can until I was almost run over by some blue and black jeep and I groaned but kept walking to the can. I really wanted to be anywhere else right now other that place I could even imagine the topic of todays gossip in this hell of a town, did you see this girl I think she's new here, I heard she was almost run over by a car how careless she must be.

I really wanted to be thought as the naive young teenage girl who will fall in love with the first guy to ask her out but I knew that my ego and pride will never let that happen you see I was smarter than anyone in my old school but I wouldn't always raise my hand and the teacher always said that I had great possibility and I should raise my hand more often. But I had my future planed already. I would graduate architecture and design from UCLA and then I would obtain a second degree in film making and then I'd find a pretty good job and live in spacious loft.

Before I realized it I was at the directors office waiting for him to show me my next class. I was so nervous I actually thought about bitting my nails but I never took up that habit so I shouldn't do it now.