THE PERFECT GUY

SEEING YOU AGAIN..

(Nicole's POV)
I was still confused on how this whole new boyfriend situation happened I know what your thinking no I'm single I'm still dating Ethan ..

But our connection was very cold and different I hate to say it but I miss John so much maybe I overreacted to this but at the same time I'm afraid to give him a second chance...

I was at the arena walking around Ethan couldn't make it since he was really busy with work all the time I sat down on to one of those crates and looked through my phone ..

I been tagged a lot on insta on eves pictures with John in them he seemed happy with her I began to tear up suddenly I saw a shadow I looked up realizing it was him ...

"Nicole can we talk" he said "yeah" I said "I'm truly truly sorry" he said"I never meant to hurt you Liz kissed me I tried to push her away but she wouldn't let me" he added "john I believe you" I said.. ..

"Really?!?" He asked "but that doesn't mean I want to get back together" I spoke john had disappointment in his eyes "you deserve a girl who makes you happy" I said "you make me happy, you make me a better man every day" he said ...

"John you don't deserve a girl who has gotten her heart broken many times you deserve some one better than me" I said he was silent I knew he didn't like it ..

"No no I want you I love you" he said he grabbed my hand and took me to his bus we went into his king size bed he tightly grabbed me by the waist and kissed me..

I tried to push away but I couldn't I fell in love with his kisses all over again I took off his shirt, he took off my blouse he gently pushed me into the bed and laid on top of me...

He unzipped his shorts but I immediately pushed him away "NO NO I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!" I yelled "I'm sorry john but you deserve better than me" I said tearing up..

I left immediately ...

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DAMN SO CLOSER YET TOO FAR..
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