chris collins was my love and my heartbreak (chris collins fan fiction with a twist)

that week

I woke up with mascara all over my face. I sat up trying to think about my life before Chris trying to think that he never came into my life. my mom came  in my room and tried talking to me.

mom: hey baby are you ok?
Bella: yeah.....no I'm not (I burst into tears)
mom: baby please don't cry it's gonna be ok
Bella:mom I loved him so much and I don't understand why he would do that
mom: I don't know honey but you have to understand boys make huge mistakes sometimes
Bella: I know but.... I thought he was different, I thought he loved me
mom: Bella I'm sure he does have you seen your phone
Bella: I know but that's just him trying to "explain"
mom: maybe you should try to let him
Bella: but I... I'll do it later
mom: ok baby you just need to get some rest right now. you don't have to go to school this week if you don't want to
Bella: thanks mom I love you
mom: your welcome baby

mom was always that supportive type.
I love her and I'm glad she's like that but for now I'm gonna get some rest I was up till like 5am thinking about it.

Chris' pov
shes not at school. I hate myself if only I hadn't let the guys come, none of this would have happened and I would still be with the girl I love.

Arabella's pov

it's Thursday and I haven't been to school this week and I've been crying all week. I've cut before and I did it twice this week. I know I shouldn't have but I was so stressed and I couldn't handle it. it's 3:00 school should have ended 10 minutes ago. *knock!!* oh!! I hope that's Anna but to my surprise it was the one person I didn't want to see, it was Chris.

Chris: Arabella (he said in regret)
(I tried to shut the door but he was too strong so I just marched to my room)
Bella: go away Chris
Chris: Bella please
Bella: do NOT call me that
Chris: fine!! Arabella please!!!
Bella: Chris just leave me alone
Chris: please (he grabs my arm and looks at my cuts and gasps)
Chris: Bella what the hell are these?!?
Bella: their nothing
Chris: why did you do this?!?
Bella: because I couldn't take the stress Chris
Chris: but that doesn't mean you should cut yourself
Bella: Chris, have you ever had depression?
Chris: no
Bella: well I have and its not great (I pull up my sweatshirt arm and show him the rest of my cuts)
Chris:Bella no you can't do this
bell: why do you care?
Chris: bc I love you
Bella: then why did kiss mahogany?
Chris: I didn't... and she tried to kiss me I've been texting you trying to tell you that
Bella: ok fine but chris I don't know if I can back after that
Chris: Bella please please
Bella: let me think about it Chris just I need time
Chris:ok (kisses me on the head) I love you
Bella: I love you too bye
Chris: bye

that didn't just happen. it couldn't have, I don't know if I can forgive him I love him but I don't know