I hate you so much I wanna kiss you

Awake Part 3

An: here it is the last part of awake and one chapter away from the end. Anyway, on with the show!

"Move!" Quinn shouted.

"No" Rachel says softly.

"What was that?" the cheerleader eased her eyebrow.

"Why me?"

"What are you talking about?!" Quinn questions trying to sound cold tough she felt like she was about to cry.

"Why am I the one you torment. Why can't it be anyone else?"

"Because I hate you!"

"Any particular reason for that?"

"Cause your a gross little hobbit that no one likes! Now, GET OUT OF MY WAY" Quinn was just a few moments away from breaking out in tears and she needed to get away NOW.

Rachel was confused and hurt by every word that left Quinn's mouth, and couldn't for the life if her, figure out why Quinn looked so worried. Rachel opened her mouth "but-" she was quickly cut off as Quinn grabbed her and suddenly began to kiss her.

Rachel stood there wide eyed while Quinn pressed there lips together. She was experiencing a large rush of emotions from it all and she had no idea what to do. Why was Quinn kissing her?! Surely the blond couldn't have feelings for her... right? This was probably some plan of payback for the Cheerio to revel Rachel's feelings to the whole school. But in that moment Rachel Berry decided that it didn't matter and for those few moments he's could be with Quinn. Then whatever was to come was to come and she didint care because she would finally know what it's like to have all she wanted even if it was for just a few seconds! And Rachel kissed back.

'What are you doing Fabray?!' Quinn internally screamed at herself the second she had pressed her lips agenst the smaller girls. 'Crap!' 'Crap!' 'Crap!' she chanted in her head. Everything would be over from this point on. Even if her and Rachel had ever had a chance together the way Quinn had been treating her since freshmen year has defenetly turns that. And now Rachel knows the truth! 'She's gonna run away from you and the whole school will find out!' Quinn kept screaming at herself about how everything was ruined.

It took finally giving into temptation to realize she ruined everything. She had been running any chance for love from the moment she fell for Rachel. Because she knew if she gave into her feelings then her ranks in society would come crashing down and so she caved into society and made Rachel a victim. And what broke her heart everyday was making sure her heart would never be repaired, yet she kept it up to stay on top.

Now even that was gone because if one stupid impulse. She hated herself so much in that moment and she knew once the kiss ended all the mistakes she made because if her god damn feelings would come crashing down on her, so she decided she wouldn't let it end.

She needed to keep the kiss going for as long as possible. If she was going down then she was going out with a bang! This was the best she had felt in her entire life, ever since she saw Rachel for the first time kissing her was all she truly wanted in the world. And now she was! She was going to stretch out this moment of Euphoria as long as she could, then fuck what was to come afterwards because for that moment she got all she wanted from the world!

Then she felt something impossible; Rachel was kissing her back!

She smiled into the kiss and cupped Rachel's cheek and continued to kiss the smaller girl. And for a few moments that felt like forever they were wrapped around each other truly feeling the others soul for the first time. In those moments they were the only two people in the whole world and it felt like it would never end! The feeling was cheesy and felt almost fictional but there they were feeling that amassing feeling just for those few moments!

When it ended they looked in each others eyes catching there breath from the moments of passion. "Quinn, wow," Rachel began and Quinn quickly replayed before Rachel could begin, she spoke in a rushed and worried voice "Rachel I'm so so sorry" Rachel looked in Quinn's tear filled eyes "it's alright, I liked it, I like you... a lot" Rachel assured her and leaned in to kiss her again but before she could-

"What the fuck are you doing Q?!"