I am Guilty

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Pany ah, you know you can talk to me when you need to right?"

"About?"

"Well anything you feel like? Don't keep it to yourself and act as if you are ok. I am worried about you."

"Tae, I am fine. Really."

"Why don't you tell me about it? I am your best friend...Or am I not?

"I told you many times I am fine, Tae! Just leave me alone kay?!"

"Fine, if this is what you want, from now on I will not care anymore!"

With that, Taeyeon walks to her room and slams her door.

Feeling guilty for making a fuss at her best friend who has no ill intention but pure concerns, she calms herself and walks to the front of her best friend's room. Quietly she enters without even getting permission.

Within the enclosed room, she can hear sobs from her friend. She felt heartache having hurt her friend with her hush words.

Taeyeon who finally heard footsteps nearing her, stops her sobbing.

"Why are you here? I didn't bother you anymore. Please don't bother me too."

Tiffany felt her heart wrenching. Her body went numb as fear overwhelmed her. Her leg almost gave way when she heard her friend's hush words.

So that's how she felt huh? I got the taste of my own medicine.Tiffany thought. She lost her energy to speak. Or rather, she didn't know how to respond. She just sat down beside Taeyeon on the bed and slotted herself right beside Taeyeon, with Taeyeon back facing her.

No words were spoken between the two best friends. Tiffany just backhugged T and closed her eyes.

"Tae..." Tiffany tightened her hug.

"Just sleep. I am tired." Taeyeon speaks emotionlessly as if too tired to talk anymore.
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Next day.

Taeyeon woke up early and left for SM without waiting for Tiffany. She didn't know how to face her best friend. She knows she will probably give in to Tiffany if she is to cry in front of her. But she is hurt too and Tiffany needs to know that.

Whole day, the atmosphere was awkward with the two friends acting like a stranger to each other. And the other girls was quick to notice the unusual behaviours between the two.

"Hey Pany, what's wrong with you and Taeonnie? Looks like you two had an arguement?"

"Anni, we are fine. We will be fine, Soo. I will talk to her soon."
"Ok. I trust you two to make up soon. Taeonnie was worried about you since you know... your breakup... so if anything, just know that she cares for you alot to even hurt you. Talk to her ya?

"Yup, thanks Soo."

On the other hand, Sunny was talking to Tae too.

"Yah, what's wrong with you and Pany?

"Nothing is wrong. Why would there be? She don't want me to bother her and I didn't, that's all."

"Tae, you know you don't mean what you just said. I am not going to ask you anymore. Just know that Pany needs you to be there for her now. And you know you have to be there. I know you will be able to take care of her during this difficult period. Talk to her Tae."

Sunny left as she finished her sentence. And Taeyeon just kept quiet, thinking.
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Later that night

Taeyeon went to bed early, but could not sleep at all, thinking about what Sunny said to her earlier.

"Should I go find her? But she is the one who shouted at me first. Well, she is hurt too. I should know that it was unintentional. Maybe I should talk to her tomorrow."

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