All I wanted to do is go to the mall with my friends and boyfriend but I couldn't. My mom told me no she always says no she thinks I'm mentally weak. Which I am I admit that I am mentally weak but because of her. I never got along with my mom we just never seen eye to eye when I was little but we did have fist to face contact the only connect we ever had. But if it wasn't her smacking me around it was her yelling it made me fell like I was shit which she told me that before I was also called "stupid" ,"ugly", and a "mistake". She threaten me lots of times saying I brought you in and I will take you out but I been waiting for the moment I'm ready to leave I'm ready to go up there with him to see my died grandpa and my grandma to see the person who gave he's life to me to see the man who sent he's son down to earth instead of staying in the heavens for I can live my life. I want to thank him for giving me a chance. But for now I'm still waiting for her to take my life.
