Social Blues

Chapter 1

My names Denise. I'm a 17 year old UGLY black girl. I hate myself. I get picked on everyday. Boys always mess with me. They pretend to be interested in me, as me on a date, then ditch me, sometimes they only want to have sex with me...like im some type of THOT who they can fuck and duck. I cry about it almost every night. My mama lives in Cali with her boyfriend, she didn't want me. So I live with my dad, evil step mom, and evil step sister. They treat me just like Cinderella.

One day in class a boy named Travis asked me out...I thought he really liked me. How could I have been so stupid. He played me just like the other boys. Later that night I got on blackpeoplemeet.com I was desperate to find somebody to love me...of course I didn't post a picture of myself. It was a picture of a cute girl with long hair. I knew people would be attracted to a beautiful girl like that. At my old school people use to tell me I was really pretty. I didn't believe them. I guess you could say I'm not bad but I believe that I'm hideous. I have really curly thick hair and I'm a dark Carmel skin color, God blessed me in the front and back😏. But I never show people because I'm always wearing baggy clothes. Any way back on topic.

So when I was on blackpeoplemeet.com I immediately gained 50 friends. They were all around my age...or so they said. It was one boy who caught my eye tho. His name was Daniel. We exchanged numbers and he had me cracking up and blushing all night.

Text Message Convo:

Lovestruck😔💔=Denise

Diggy😏😋💥=Daniel

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Diggy😏😋💥: wads up shawty. We should hook up and become known as Double D😂

Lovestruck😔💔: lol you aren't funny. Double D? Really. Are we talking about relationships or titties?

Diggy😏😋💥: how about both? And girrrrrrrllll*flips weave* I am hilarious!!!

Lovestruck😔💔: GAYYYYYYYYY 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Goodnight Daniel I have to get up early...talk to you in the A.M? 😘😘😘

Diggy😏😋💥: okay babygirl and what did i say about calling me Daniel...its Diggy lol goodnight🌚😘

Lovestruck😔💔: WHATEVER LIL BOY 😌✌

~later that night~

I was in love and I wanted to talk to Diggy all night...I loved the way he made me feel good about myself. I couldn't wait to meet him....he asked to come over my house. I said yes since my dad and step family were on vacation.

TBC.....😁