I walked through the lush green grass, passing newer graves, covered in flowers in all colours of the rainbow. I sighed finally reaching the very end of that row to the grave I was here to visit...
"Hey Jerome..." I whispered as I felt the tears swell up in my eyes "...I miss you. It's you I would talk to if you were still alive...cos I'm kind of in a situation..." I whispered as the tears fell "...so I came here to tell you...because I don't know what else to do..." I whispered through sobs.
"I didn't mean to lie to them...honest I didn't..." I whispered as I blinked letting the tears fall again "...I just didn't want them to make a fuss...and in a way it wasn't really lying...I convinced myself it was wrong...but after 5 tries I guess there is no denying it..." I paused once more, this time for longer, until the silence overwhelmed me and I couldn't hold it in much longer "I'm pregnant Jerome." I coughed out "I'm pregnant with Liam's baby and I don't know what to do..." I whispered breaking down into tears once more...
Louis POV
"So...anyone want more drinks? I'm buying!" I smiled getting up from my seat next to Justine
"Same again?" I then asked
"Hey I'll pay for it! I haven't paid for any drinks yet tonight!" smiled Sian getting up from her seat. She hadn't talked much all night, not even to Liam or Harry, the two people she had the best friendships with. She got up out the seat walked towards the counter and began to talk to the waiter. Justine gave me a concerned look
"Pay half!" she sighed smiling lightly, I chuckled giving her a small kiss on the lips before walking over to where Sian was stood!
"I'm paying half!" I chuckled startling her
"No! It's fine Louis honest!" She smiled her eyes still a little weary!
"Alright! What's up?" I sighed as we waited for the drinks
"nothing! Honest!" she smiled awkwardly looking over at the table where the others sat
"...its Harry isn't it?" I chuckled looking over at Harry who was laughing madly at who knows what
"Harry?" Sian choked coughing on her diet coke that had just arrived "what about him?"
"Oh Come on! We know you kissed at Niamh's party! You two are practically secretly dating!" I chuckled
"No we're not!" she protested "me and Harry are just friends!"
"...it's like Harry and Niamh! ...wait nine months and you two will be together!" I chuckled again
"No we will not!" she giggled...at least I put a smile on her face "anyway, I'll be doing other things in nine months!" she added mumbling. Then...it clicked.
"...hang on a second! You've been acting weird all night, you aren't drinking any alcohol and you have plans for nine months!" I paused looking at her, my face was a picture and her eyes widened as she gulped lightly "You're pregnant..." I whispered making her look at her shoes before looking back up at me, her eyes sparkling with tears.
"Louis you can't tell anyone! Rachel and Justine worked it out before an- and I told them I wasn't but It's just that I can't have anyone finding out...just...not yet anyway..." she whispered
"Your being serious?" I smiled "congratulations!" I chuckled nudging her lightly "...you've been busy then?" I chuckled again but I failed to make her smile. Instead she just shook her head. "It's not Harry's is it?" I gasped through a whisper
"No of course it's not Harry's!" she gasped a little offended that I would even bring that up "Liam?" I then suggested nervously. She looked up at me again, taking her eyes off the floor giving me confirmation I was correct.