~Sam's POV~
I sat in the desolate room, no sound was made, it made me more nervous. I brushed my fingers through my brunette locks. I should've told him to move, I should've done something. Instead I stood there as he was crushed from the unbelievably large truck. The fucker didn't even stop! He just ignored it and went down the road. Damn I really wanna sue the guy.
I left Smile and Buddy at my fathers house, I didn't tell him about Max, I was, until this happened. Last time the doctor said his upper body was crushed and had many head injuries.
My hands clenched into fist, I looked at the pure white corridor ahead of me. Waiting for his doctor to come out with some news. Hopefully good news, I can't bear with bad news.
I felt like I was there for hours, and in pretty sure I was. My phones battery drained away just moments ago. I could feel tiredness wave over me, but I was too worried to sleep. I didn't want to miss anything.
I cared too much,
I looked back down the brightened corridor, nothing but patients assisted by nurses. I looked back at the reception desk, and nurses as they passed by.
I noticed the doctor walk toward my way, his gaze was just on the tiled flooring. I regained my composure and got up from my uncomfortable seat. I walked to the doctor, when his eyes meet with mine he had a saddened gaze.
Oh god...
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I pushed the wooden door opened, closing it on my way in. I placed my bag and keys on the wooden table, I threw my shoes off and patted my way to my bedroom. I sat myself on the edge of the messy bed, scooting my way into the middle.
I grabbed a pillow and placed it in my arms, I pulled myself in the fetal position. I felt my eyes watering, and burning. I let the tears flow, squeezing the pillow tighter.
He didn't deserve it...it should've been me.
Why'd you leave?
I'm alone..again..
~???~
Your not alone,
I'm sorry I left, I couldn't get to you in time. It isn't your fault Samantha... Don't blame my death on you, I'll always be here....I'll always be by your side, even if I'm not there. I know it's too late to say this but, I've always loved you, now go and be successful in life.
Do it for me...Please?
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