Simon cowells daughter

"Ready for another girls day out?" El asked as I sat glumly on my laptop, she helped me pick it out yesterday. "Sure" I said, plastering a fake smile on my face.

I got up a ran my fingers through my hair and changed into a baggy blue top that cones down to mud thigh, and some black leggings.

"Okay let's go" el chirped. We decided to go out for lunch and a 'quick' shop. The boys were regretting introducing el and I, they didn't know we would get along so well, I mean we have spent over two thousand dollars in the space of three weeks.

El pulled up outside a cafe in the city and we both hopped out.

"Okay down here?" She asked, leading me to a booth. I nodded my head, grateful that we were secluded from the busy tables.

"What's up? You haven't been yourself lately" el asked, pouring some sugar in her coffee.

"You know how last week, Harry and I.." My voice droned off, not wanting to say the word. "Yeah" she nodded for me to continue.

"I think I'm pregnant El." I said quietly.

"Really?!" She asked excitedly.

"You can't tell anyone." I said firmly, still giving her a small smile though.

"Not even dani?"

"Of course you can tell dani, she's my best friend"

Eleanor's eyes filled with hurt.

"And you" I reassured.

She smiled before getting up, I followed her out of the cafe and into a book store.

"So just make it really subtle, buy a baby book and read it when he's around. If he asks what it's for say its for a friend, and then say, maybe we'll need it some day." Eleanor handed me a baby book and a textbook she needed for uni.

"Okay then what" I asked as we walked through the mall. "Just hint him about condoms, maybe ask why he doesn't use condoms" she suggested.

"Thanks El, now should we go grab some real stuff" she smiled at me and we walked through the mall, trying to find some new shoes.

"We're back" we both called out. As soon as the boys heard the rustling of the bags we heard them sigh.

I walked through the living to mine and Harry's room. He looked at the five bags in my hands, rubbing his forehead while chuckling. "Jesus" he muttered.

"Hey! I thought we had talked about this." I faked a sad face, Harry instantly got up and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry. I love you."

"I love you too. Now look at my new shoes." I handed him the five bags.

I suddenly became nervous about the baby book and tried to snatch the bag off harry.

"What's in this one?" He said cheekily, pulling the bag out of my reach.

"It's just books har-"

"Why do you have a baby book? Babe, are you pregnant?"

As much as I wanted to say yes, I couldn't.

"No, it's just for a friend, she's too embarrassed to buy it" I stuttered, I was always a horrible liar.

"For el?" Harry whispered, leaning in closer.

"Oh, no, not el."

"You're lying" he stated.

"No I'm not"

"Yes you're babe, it's okay, I knew you were pregnant."

"What. How?"

"Your period comes every four weeks right? And you were due for it two weeks ago." Harry said, counting the weeks on his fingers.

"I'm sorry harry" tears spilled over my cheeks, I couldn't help it. "Hey, hey, hey. It's okay alley, it's not your fault" he whispered, the pad of his thumb wiping away my tears.

"It is my fault harry!" I was distraught, tears running down my cheeks, taking my mascara with them. I sobbed violently into Harry's arms, he comfortingly rubbed my back. "I'm sorry" I sobbed into his chest once again. "It's not your fault babe, I should of known to use protection" he whispered.

"But I can't have a baby" I sobbed.

"Why not"

"I'm seventeen harry!" I yelled, tears still streaming down my face.

"Babe-"

"No! Dont! I don't deserve it! I'm a little slut!" I yelled once again. I carelessly dumped my shopping bags down and stormed out of the hotel.

Slut

Slut

Slut

Slut

Whore

Whore

Whore

Whore

Whore

Skank

Skank

Skank

Skank

The words wouldn't leave my mind.

I couldn't handle it.

I just had to end this all.

"ALLEYYY" I could hear Harry scream out from behind me, I turned around to see el,Louis, lou, zayn, liam, dani, Niall and Harry all running after me.

I sobbed into my arms before I ran across the road, I didn't want them to pity me, I just couldn't be in that apartment.

I was just about to step foot on the path when a car smacked straight into me.