My Alpha

chapter 1

"Janie wake up right now!!" I could hear my brother scream from out side of my door but chose to ignore him. This was an everyday thing for us: he wakes me up then makes me breakfast then we go to school.

" We're going to be late if you don't get up now." At this I jump out of my bed. Almost tripping over my blankets. I hated to be late and Jason knew it. I guess I'm like my dad in that way. He was never late to anything he always used to tell me 'If your late starting your day, your missing the opportunity to change somebody's life. '

Running around my room only wearing a towel from my shower I try to stop reminiscing about my father, knowing it would only make me have a bad day to start thinking about him and how he's not here to wake me up for school like Jason does now. Dressing on a pair of skinny jeans and a light blue Pink shirt, I quickly brush my hair out letting it air dry into its natural waves.

I run down the stairs and into the kitchen to grab an apple because I know Jason is already in the car waiting for me. Running to the car after closing the door behind me I jump in the car and Jason pulls off.

" So are you excited to shift for that first time tomorrow?" Jason asks me once he's driving one the main road to school.

" I guess I am, I just wish they were here to see it. " I say with a sullen expression , knowing that he would know I was talking about our parents. He doesn't say anything so I keep saying the things that I've wanted to say out loud for as long as I can remember.

"I hope I'm as beautiful as she was." My mom was an incredible wolf. Her fur was a chocolate brown color with white paws. My father was all brown just like Jason. When I think about it I'm kind of jealous of Jason. I mean why wouldn't I be. I know he's hurting still too from our parents death, but they were there for his first shift.

He didn't have to do it alone. Even though I know I won't necessarily be alone, I'll have my brother and my friends, it will still feel as if I'm alone. Every minute of the day feels like that since they were killed by rouges. Even when I'm in a room full of people there's an empty space in my heart.

"Janie! We're here. " Jason's voice breaks me out of my thoughts. The ride to school didn't feel as long as it usually was. Maybe because I was so caught up in my own little world.

" Sorry I was just thinking... " I trail off not wanting to upset him by going into detail about our parents death.

"Sure. Did you take your medication this morning? " he asks me this every day, every though he knows I have. He always makes sure I take them now ever since I fell off the wagon the last time. It starts to get annoying after awhile, to always have Jason ask if I've taken them, but I know he's only trying to be a good brother and make sure I'm OK at all times. Even if it means putting his life on hold for me.

" Yes. I'll see you after school. " With those last words I quickly get out of his car and grad towards my friends who are standing in front of the school waiting for me. Though I'm not one of the really popular girls in school I have friends, I only have three really close friends. Alice, Bree, and Derrick. Out of the three of them I was probably closest to Bree. We had been friend since we could walk. Our mothers had been friends, and after my Mom and Dad had died, he parents were there for Jason and I.

" Hey Janie. How's it going." Derrick's the first one to speak to me as the other to look dead on there feet even though it's 8 am.
" Hey guys. It's going I guess you could say. " Alice and Bree instantly give me hugs because they know me just that well. Just going for me us never a good day for me.

"Well if it makes you feel better there's an alpha from out of the country that's supposed to be visiting to talk to Alpha Davis. And I heard he hot. " This comes from Bree. She's always been the one to keep up with all the gossip that goes around the pack.
"Eww guys I don't want to talk about boys. If that's what we're going to talk about I'm gonna go hang out with my friends from the football team." Derrick exclaims. Covering his ears to block out Bree and Alice's squeals of excitement.

"I'll go with you. "I say linking his arm with mine walking toward his group of friends. I had never been one to talk about boys. It had always made me uncomfortable to talk about them, even the boys that I liked at my school, though there were never alot to like because most weren't cute at all.
After a few minutes of talking to Derrick's friends we head into school to our lockers that happened to be right next to each others.

The day goes on with boring class with my friends and the odd class that I'm alone in. By the end of the day I'm spoiled I could just pass out, but I know that I can't because Jason won't allow me to if I don't do my homework first.