The Lucky One

''Love is a ruthless game unless you play it well.''

'' Invited me in , I walked through the door with you, the air was cold, but something seemed like home.

Mummy's boy from way back, I promised I wouldn't get caught up with you. But who couldn't? Maybe it's the way you smile at me when I'm utterly wrong, or the fact you hate cold feet in-between the sheets, but I couldn't help falling for you.

Or how on that night, that very dark sad night, alone in the rain, scared and ruined, you were the only one who cared. Caressed me in your arms, It felt like home again. I was safe for one night. That feeling that no one could hurt me. It was you and I against the world. It was our foolish sprit that fired our love.

I never got to say to you what I have lived years carrying in my soul. I wish I could be my old self, but I've forgotten who she is. If only we had another 5 minutes then I could say everything that I didn't wake you up with every morning.

But that is then, and this is now.

So what is for now? 

For now is eternal. But you cannot see straight. That is why I'm coming home.

I know i left first, but I'm back now. You nevern trust me, will you?''

I took a deep breath in, loudly so he heard.

''...I trust you,''

Screaming for attention, Liam had aleast spoken to me.