Hocus Pocus

Student A

She made me happy in a way other girls couldn't but why was it so hard for me to fall for her.
She looked like a girl boys would drone over she had long brown curls , the perfect smile, hazel almond shaped eyes.
But here's how we started off.

"August?"
I spun around to see Makayla Ryan in the doorway her straight blond hair tucked behind her ear,with a dazzling smile.
"Where have you been?"she asked walking into the room and closing the door behind her.
"Out!"I said looking through the draws of my dresser.
Where was it, where was it, I had to find it where was the gun?
I walked passed her and she grabbed my shirt.
  "Where do you think you're going?"she says looking into my eyes. She pulled me closer and kissed me! Her lips were soft then her tongue worked its way into my mouth. The door swung open and Nate Andrews walked in.
  "What's going on here?"he said staring daggers at me.
I pulled away from Makayla quickly, I just had time to see his hand move towards my face and felt it strike my face before I hit the floor. My head was throbbing from the thoughts going through my head where was it? And my jaw ached and Nate and Makayla were arguing about something I didn't care about. Then my head rolled and I saw "it" but Nate wasn't finished he came over me and started kicking me in my stomach  after about  the fifth kick Makayla said something and he turned away. I reached for it, the gun and before he turned back I was on my feet with the gun leveled at his head.
My mind was racing, nerves on edge and my hand trembling.
  "Leave!" I said the word barely coming out my mouth.
Nate started backing away and Makayla started talking trying to calm me down but I wasn't listening and I didn't care what she was saying. This was all her fault, set this up it was all her fault. She walked passed me in the halls, she made jokes at my expense so why was I so dumb to think that she liked me. I was worthless nobody cared if I lived or died so why should I go on.
I moved the gun away from their direction and slowly put it in my mouth, my hands were shaking tears running down my cheeks. This would be it I was going to end it all right here right now and it wouldn't matter. It would just be on the news as another crazy white kid killing himself and my mom would cry for the cameras but its not like she cares she's never here always away in business.