Letters of Love

A change on its way ....

*Anne POV*

I'm buzzing on my feet as i enter the arena!

"I can't believe we're actually here!!!!", i shout seeing the other 16.000 people taking place!

We're uite late so we missed parts of the supporting act, but i don't freaking care!

We don't have the best seats ever either but i wouldn't trade them for anything in the whole wide world! 

I suddenly feel the backstage pass around my neck getting heavier and the weight around my neck is causing me trouble to breath. It's not really a feeling of exhaustion, more of ... Guilt?

Guilt that i didn't tell my best friend about what's going on, and guilt that i didn't even ask if it was ok for her to come ....

I take of my leather  jacket.

"Anne, you ok?", Helena suddenly asks.

I nod my head as i sign that i'm fine but i can't stand the strip pushing down in the skin in the back of my neck so i take it off.

"Lol What's that?", Hel laughs.

"Backstage pass."

"WHAT?"

"Shhht! I didn't want to tell, 'cause i only have one, i'm sorry Hel?", i explain.

"SO .... In geography you were writing the REAL NIALL HORAN?"

"YES! as my best friend, you should've believed me earlier!", i omplain a little.

"True!", she says and hugs me, "and i'm really sorry, but i'm also really happy for you! I there's one fan who deserves this, it's you!"

"Thanks Helena, bu-", I wanna say something very deep, but we get cut off by a LOT of screaming and we both focus on the stage, leaving the little fight we had for what it is.

5 Male figures step out of nowhere and before i realise who they are and what's going on, they start singing 'Up All Night' and we all sing along like there's no tomorrow!!

My tears ruin my mascara, but i don't care about anything else than my 5 boyfriends singing their hearts out over there!

OK .... It does sound weird saying "boyfriends", considering the fact i know 1/5 ... kinda ... but still?

You get me ....

Because of all the thinking i didn't realise the song was over until i hear an Irish accent shouting my name.

"What just happened?", i ask the random girl next to me.

"Nial shouted 'Anne', appearantly it's someone's birthday or anything?", she anwsers looking at me from head to toe. Don't look at me like that, i'm not the one dressed as a slut over here.

"Can everyone with the name 'Anne' shout for a second?", Niall asks again.

I poke Helena in the side, asking her to shout 'cause i'm just standing there like a complete fool, smiling like i'm not 100% ...

"Wel, i can hear a lot of people screaming, so let me just do this?", Liam smiles and he gives a sign to Josh and Harry and Zayn.

I immediatly realise what song it is, and burst out in tears when Louis, Harry and Zayn start singing a happy birthday song to ME!!????!!

I notice Niall's still looking for me, but we're too far to let him know w're over here ....

After the song Niall takes the word again: "A verry, verry happy birthday, Anne!! I'll see you soon then?"

I nod and whipe away the tears as they continue the rest of the show, starting again with 'Hear Attack."

The rest of the show goes perfectly fine apart from some crying and some random girls coming up to me, they had noticed Niall must've meant me...

After all the boys run off, leaving the last notes of 'What Makes You Beautiful' in the place, we head outside as wel, pretty sad that it's over already ...

I uddenly realise there's one more thing to do nd face Helena with the little of my voice i still have left!

"Hel. Imma go !", i laugh and she knows what i mean.

"Ok, ttyl?"

I nod and run indside.

I take my beautiful lanyard from underneath my crop top and fix my shoelaces before gettin in line as the last girl there, backstage at the one direction concert, to see my friend!

Omg ... I do like the sound of that.

[[ HEY THERE :D the few next episodes won't be letters, just like the previous one, but trust me, they wil come ack REAL soon, and you'll see why :) it's not a typical 'i like you, move to England with us' fanfic ;) xoxo ~Anneke]]