Passion, Pain, Pleasure (Mindless Behavior story)

I Was Raped By My Crush (part 3)

Ray Ray's Point of view

After leaving that bitch behind I went to get a drink all I could think about was how great a  fuck she was even if she is a back stabbing bitch who help end my friend's life. I can't stand her always thinking that she was a goody goody when actually she was the angel from hell she tricks guys to fall for her, then breaks their heart as if they were trash what a slut. Drinking more I started to get tipsy what did I drink how many did I drink I don't know and I don't care. Damn am I still horny maybe I can go back and get a second turn from her that first fuck wasn't enough. Damn was she tight no one that I have fucked has ever been that tight before. Barely getting out the chair I drove back to the where  abandon warehouse was. Looking from left to right I saw that the ropes were on the ground no human girl in sight.  Where the fuck could she be she couldn't have gone far. She had to be somewhere but where I didn't realize that there was  a lot of cars until I saw a bright light flash before my eyes and the sounds of horns in my eardrums where am I? Am I still at the warehouse if I am then why are there so many lights? I heard loud noises coming from each direction getting up slowly I saw that I was in the middle of the streets but why? I looked to see what all the commotion was about and what I saw was very horrific. Down the streets was the girl I had just raped she was stuffed in a body bag. That girl I just raped was none other then Jackie Lubert my first and maybe my last crush.  I ran to the ambulance truck begging them to open the door it just cant be right can it she cant be dead please God no tell me that she isn't dead please. I ran back to my following the truck I had tears in my eyes praying to god that all of this was mistake I now realize that all the problems that were caused weren't her fault and that it shouldn't have this way a innocent girl dying from the likes of me. I pray to God begging that  he would bring her back to me, and that he would forgive me for all the pain I have caused. I know what she did was wrong, but what I did was worse. I love Jackie Lubert and I will always love her she is the reason I am me no one else if she comes back I won't ever treat her wrong again I will love her for her and I will always be there for her . Please God give her back to me. After praying I think my pray was answered because one of the nurses said that she was a awake which had to be miracle on my part because she should have died from the accident. After what the nurse said I ran to her room with my arms open I know she might not forgive me but I don't care as long  as she is here I know that I will be alright. Even from a distance of hate and anger I knew she was mine and that she will always be mine.