Bahja POV:
2weeks later
Ever since I got out the hospital I've been staying with bre and her family. Its hard not having Lourdes with me but her in the adoption agency is better for her. I haven't gone back to school. Auntie Regin doesn't make me anymore. As long as I help around the house I'm good. Bre doesn't go to school that much either. She stays in our room all day. She doesn't like it there so Auntie Regin doesn't pressure her. But her and niques birthday is coming up. Even though zonnique hates me I still want to do something special for her. And especially for bre since she's turning 18. That means legal baby! And zonnique is turning 17. I hate being the baby man.
Me:*knocks on bres door* can I come in?
Bre:yea
Me:*opens the door* hey babe you've been quiet all day
Bre: not much to say
Me: you ok?*sits on the bed*
Bre: do you think issa really loves me?
Me: bae he adores you. why you ask?
Bre: idk....what if he just wants sex?
Me: have y'all had sex?
Bre: no....but what if as soon as we do...he might...you know
Me: leave you?
Bre:*nods*
Me: baby he wont I promise you
Bre: I guess...
Me: he loves you bre
Bre:...*plays with her fingers*
Me: but do you want to have sex with him?
Bre:*looks at me* uh...
Me:*giggles* its ok to say yea. I wanna have sex with Travis so bad. and I know you wanna fuck issa
Bre: you wanna sleep with Travis?
Me: yup but you see he's not my boyfriend he's just a really close friend
Bre: so when will he become your man?
Me: idk I don't think he likes me though
Bre: y'all talk ever-
My phone started ringing from the nightstand. It was Travis. My face lit up and I jumped on the bed to Get it. Bre shook her head and smiled
Me: hey Travie
Travis: hey bee
Me: what you doing?
Travis: chilling with my girlfriend
Me: y-y-your girlfriend?
Travis: yea I never told you about her...?
Me:*holding back tears* no
Travis: oh well her name is India
Me: oh I'm sure she's pretty
Travis: yea she's beautiful
Me: I gotta go Travis
Travis: we normally talk for hours though. what's up bee?
Me: I gotta go*hangs up and falls on the bed* leave me here to die
Bre: what happened?
Me: he has a girlfriend*starts crying*
Bre: awww baby,*rubs my back* that means there's someone better for you
Me: I thought I....I...*cries harder*
Bre: you thought what?
Me: I thought I even loved him. now I don't
Bre: look bae guys come and go
Me:*wipes my eyes*
Bre: stop crying bee you'll find someone better
Me: you always know what to say
Bre: I guess
Me:*hugs her*
Bre:*hugs back* you'll be ok
Me: I love you bre
Bre: I love you too
