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from now you both are husband and wife..goddess Durga blesses you!!- priest said placing his hand on our heads.

"Now you both are husband and wife" the entire sentence echoed in my ear.I felt my head is spinning and soon I passed off.

I opened my eyes after three hours and found myself surrounded by my relatives.my maa,papa,bhai and others one.
But wait..this is not my house..I sat on the bed with a jerk.

I saw my maa..she understood what I want to ask.

Meera..you ok beta..she kissed my forhead.sadness has engulfed her too like me.

Haan maa..I am alright now..but where I am..I asked her looking in her eyes.

It's jay house beta..this time it was my dad.

Jay...I felt numb listing his name.
Tears fell from my eyes.but soon I controlled myself.

Maa I am alright..I think you all need to go home now.its quite late..I said looking at my maa.

You sure dii..you are Okk..?? Mehul said placing his hand on my shoulder.his warmth made me cry more but I again controlled my tears.
I am Okk bozo..my little brother.I said smiling towards him and raffled his hair.

He hugged me and left the room.soon everyone left the room except my maa who was still sitting beside me.

Maa..u am okk.I said looking down.tears were falling from my eyes and so as her.

She held my hands in her and patted them slowly trying to say something..meera,she continued gulping the lumps in her throat..
Jo bhi hua..kyun hua..ye tu nhi janti hai.tu janti hai hum sabhi ne use Kb ka apni zindgio se nikal dia tha.Pr destiny...Phir use samne le aai.aur jb laai to halat hi badal diye.tune bahut bada faisla lia hai beta.aur hum sv uske lia tujhpe garv Krte hai.bs tu apna khyal rakhna aur kamjor mat padna..she hugged me and quickly went outside.

I was once again alone..all alone..just like 4 years before.

I felt tired of the whole day hectic work.soo I slept in my wedding attire.very soon sleep took me in her embrace.