Its funny how when I was a baby you didn't want anything to do with me.
My mother had to be the mother and father.
But once I got older you wanted to start playing that role.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Once again you starting to show your true colors.
I do nothing but show you love but in return I get disrespect.
Why does it hurt so bad?
For somebody that's suppose to be my father your not being a good one.
How could you "love" a stranger better then your own blood, let alone your own child.
How could you be so cold hearted?
I wanted to believe that you cared, but now I'm starting to realize that you don't, you don't care about how I feel.
Let alone how much I hurt inside.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Time and time I say to my self that I'm done caring, and that it don't hurt me, but deep down inside I no its all a lie.
It hurts me every time you fix your mouth to tell me a lie when all you have to do is keep it 100 with me, it hurts even more that I have to feel as if you don't wanna be bother with me.
Why does it hurt so bad?
You suppose to be the one that i could look up to, and can say is a real man, but most of all the one that I can share anything with.
It also hurt me that I have to feel as if I have to hate you, and act the way I do towards you now.
But I guess you will never no how I really feel inside because you don't care to find out, ughh
Why does it hurt so bad?
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