I can't be me,
If there's no me left to be,
Once upon a time I was whole,
And I could feel all of me,
But I started losing pieces of myself,
As I fought though the war,
Within myself,
Hoping to come out the same as before,
I had a couple chips off my shoulder,
And some cracks in my armor,
But my heart was beating fine,
Till I gave it to a boy to protect for me,
But he went and hurt me,
Doing just what he said he'd never do to me,
And I stopped trying to be,
The girl I always saw staring back at me,
Because I couldn't remember how she meant so much to me,
Because,
There was no longer a me,
Just a sodden memory,
Soaked in the tears of a useless life time,
Spent loving the boy who,
Never loved me.
