The Secret. {Harry Styles Love Story}

Chapter 22

twenty two

Harry's POV

"C'mon Hazz You got to get up" Somebody shook my body softly. i groaned. "Go away." I waved my arms and hitting who ever was pushing me."Mate, get up all you've done is sleep, We are trying to be strong for her. and we know u are upset but think about there family and see how upset they are about it.." I sighed and i recognized the voice, it was Zayn. I got up from my bed and walked into the bathroom in the tour bus.. I turn on the shower and i hop in. i just stood there thinking about everything. how everything was going so perfect. untill now everything turned upside down. i wish cancer would just fuck off. i hate it. it makes me want to punch something. so much. I want to see Annabelle And poppy so much i miss them so much i cant stand not seeing them it feels like she took half of myself with her. and now i just want to break down and cry. but i need to be strong for Annabelle and her family espically Louis, He said last time she had cancer she almost died. but she survived it.

when i was done in the shower i got dressed and walked into the kitchen where everyone was eating or dinking. i sighed and sat down at the bench,"here u go mate" Liam said passing me a plate full of food, "im not hungry" I looked up at Liam "Please mate, you need to eat" pushing the food closer. i sighed again and picked at my food,

"today we have to go to the studio and then we have a interview then a photo shoot." Louis said sighing at the end. i finished eating my breakfast and i got off the bench and put my plate in the sink and walked into the lounge room. and turned the tv on. Nothing was really on until i found a good channel, after the show was over we had to go to the studio and so we got into the car i was in the back like usual and Louis was driving and Liam was in the passenger seat and Zayn was behind Louis and Niall was behind Liam. when we arrived at the studio we got out of the car and walked inside, and we where greeted by Simon

Annabelle's POV

(On chapter seventeen, its only a dream but this is different, its not the same person, if u get what i mean?)

I woke up and my heart was racing. "Holy crap." Tears started to brim my eyes, i couldnt get the image out of my head, it felt like it was stuck there "GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" i screamed i started to cry. "get out, get out, get out,get out!!!" i whispered and screamed. i heard footsteps coming from outside my door, my door suddenly opened and i jumped and got out of my bed and sat in the corner hugging my knees sobbing "annabelle!!, Are u okay." I heard my mum's voice from my door, I kept on sobbing "get out of my head!" Mum ran over to me "annabelle! Listen to me!" Mum yelled. I shook my head and hid in my legs and kept rocking back and forth. "Annabelle stand up, ur okay." she grabbed my arms "Im not okay, it wont get out of my head" "what wont get out of your head" "The man in black." Mum let go of my hands. she stood back."Annabelle get up we have to go somewhere, hurry!" Mum helped me up and while i was still sobbing. i got dressed into this and i picked up Poppy and I walked downstairs looking around hopefully he wasnt here, i was so terrified of him.

Mum told me to get in the car and now we are driving off to somewhere."mum where are we going" still sniffling, "Im taking u to see a therapist. because this happend to me when i was your age, and i think it runs in our family. I had to see a therapist," I looked at her, "do u know what it is." "its called Sleep Paralysis" with that, i was scared shitless.

When we walked into the building, me and mum walked over to the lady at the front desk "Hi, i have a appointment for my daughter? Last name is Tomlinson?" "yep, could u just walk down the hall and wait in room 3" Mum nodded and we walked down the hall. mum opened the door and there was a man sitting at a desk with a notepad and pen in his hand. He looked over to us "come in and have a seat" there was a normal chair and then there was a lounge near the man,so i guessed i had to sit on the lounge.. i gave Mum Poppy, and i went over and sat on the lounge. "Well ur mum told me u have been seeing a Man in black, is that right?" I nodded "What has he been doing?" "he has been watching me sleep and talking to me. and he get in through my window, but i remembered locking my window that night." He started writing things down in his note book. "and what does he say to you" "That he will get me one day and that i will soon die from my cancer. and also He said he will never leave me alone." he turned to my mum, "does she have any anxiety" "Not that i know of." "well i think you have anxiety of worrying to much, and u fear about dying. is that right?" I nod "Also your mum had sleep paralysis when she was your age, and it does run in your family but on the girl side, it wont ever effect ur brother.do u know what sleep paralysis is?" I shook my head.

"its when Sleep Paralysis is a phenomenon in which people, either when falling asleep or wakening, temporarily experience an inability to move. Moreformally, it is a transition state between wakefulness and rest characterized by complete muscle weakness. It can occur at sleep onset or upon awakening, and it is often associated with terrifying visions (e.g. an intruder in the room), to which one is unable to react due to paralysis. Sleep paralysis has been linked to disorders such as narcolepsy, migraines , anxiety disorders, and obstructive sleep apnea"

I sat there thinking of what ive just been diagnosed with. " can it go away?" He nodded, "You would have to take these pills and also sleep on your back," he gave me a little bottle full with tablets "what would happen if i didnt take these" "They will come back, every night" I nodded "thank you " I smiled at him "No worries." then we got up and left.

When we got home, i walked in the lounge room, while mum goes to feed poppy,i turn on the tv and i decided to watch icarly, after i watch a couple of shows i hear mum yell "Annabelle. dinner is ready" i get up from the lounge and i walk into the kitchen and i see mum made pizza, i sat down at the table with mum, and i ate my dinner, and when i was done i walked back into the lounge room and i put finding nemo on..

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I hope u liked this chapter. im sorry i havent been on. ive been busy, comment some things u would like to happen in the next chapter please im having trouble thinking.

- kelseeey