What do I think of reality? Simple. I don't. Reality is just what happens it could end you up at your house drinking such fine tea that your nerves are calm and you're able to relax or it can end you up floating down stream in a river with an arrow piercing your heart leaving you in pain thinking about your next move. Well I'm in that situation but I'm alive.
With all of these thoughts and this increasing pain I think about the good times, like the time I came to the one and only Phoenix Drop and meet the boy with a full suit of armor like a knight in some what shining armor staring at me when the village was in ruins in my opinion. When I became Lord smiling upon my village caring with each turn taken seriously with time running out. When Levin and Malachi came into my life becoming my personal sons the only things I hold on to, to keep my sanity. I let out a deep sigh and looked at the sky one more time and allowed the wrath of the currents to engulf me into the river. I look up to the water seeing the light crystallize in the river as I slowly sink to the water bed allowing the water to choke me.
I know all of hope is lost I got nothing to live for I know it. You might say it's depression but I guess it is, the one man I love might not love me and sometimes the words he say make my heart shatter so many times that I just can't take it anymore. Don't you ever wonder if this world is made of glass and that it shatters so many times that maybe one day you can't fix it? I think today is that day; I'm going to let my body rest in the river so my soul won't be corrupted or maybe it is already. My eyes grew heavy and the color that once made my body shine drained to a light white. My eyes glassed the sparkled disappeared as I said my final will.
'All I wanted was you but you didn't accept me..'
I closed my eyes, lungs filled with water and no emotion left, the world before my eyes ended I believe but the last thing I know is that someone was yelling for me and a splash of water echoing in the river. 'It's too late please, don't save me let me die please, I got nothing to live for PLEASE!'
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Shattered, But Not Broken// Garmau (Garroth x Aphmau)
Fanfiction-Yes I made the Cover ALL by myself it took an hour- Aphmau thinks that her life is shattered just because of Garroth. She loved him and always made her heart skip a beat but what she saw made her heart die mentally. Taken away Aphmau becomes a shad...
