DARA's POV
Hi! I'm Sandara Park!
I am a student of Seoul University before.
I am also a part time writer. I dedicated my whole life in writing a book. It's a wonderful book. It pertains to how you perceive your life and finding your own identity.
" Dara! How do you pronounce this word?" TOP asked me.
I smiled at him. "It's ambiguous TOP. It means you are doubtful or uncertain."
"Oh... thanks." He muttered then went back on reading.
I live in this old library. I was told that it is built centuries ago.
No one really comes here. TOP is a rare case though.
He said that he found the library interesting, which I think is very weird of him because this library looks haunted.
I stared at him and I just can't deny the fact that he is absolutely gorgeous. His mint blue hair that is out of ordinary. His porcelain skin and his eyes that actually melts you when you met his gaze. He's just perfect.
I remember the first time that he came here.
I was lonely and feeling alone when he suddenly barge in.
When he saw me he greeted me formally and asked me on what my favorite book is.
I was surprised but I still smiled and brought him the last book that I've written.
He smiled and said that it was his favorite book too.
From that moment I knew inside of me that I fell in love with him.
I stared at his orbs that can melt anyone's heart. I introduced myself and vice versa.
He's been going here for weeks.
We're getting to know each other well with each passing days and my feelings for him is getting deeper and deeper.
I know that I can't have these feelings. I have no rights to have these feelings.
That it's impossible between us.
But I can't help but feel hopeful whenever he comes back to the library and smile at me.
"Dara... Have you been in a relationship?" He asked me shyly.
Omo! is he gonna confess to me?
I tuck the strands of my hair behind my ears. "Ahmm, not yet. Why?" I asked him showing my beautiful smile.
He smiled to me shyly.
Omo he's so cute being bashful.
"It's just that I don't know how to express my feelings to this certain girl. I'm a nerd while she's...
we're not really in the same level." Was all he sad with his sad voice.
"You know TOP you'll never know what will happen if you don't make any action. Isn't it better to say it first then know what will happen afterwards? In this case you will not have any regrets because you know that you did everything, you did something to make your wants possible whether the outcome will be positive or negative, right?" I lectured him
So please... confess to me now.
He smiled genuinely to me. "Thank you Dara that's a very deep advice and my courage boosted up. Thanks!" was all he said.
He suddenly embraced me.
My heart started thumping vigorously. I wrapped my arms around his too and I felt his warmth. I felt the warmth staying in my heart.
