A Restless Heart ♡

Drowning past

They compared my pain to a flowing river; 

 but they don't know that I couldn't make up my mind to what direction I should consider;

So I sank to the depths and in shivers;

They think I swim up to breath, but little do they know that I can hardly breath;

Drowned in my thoughts and fears, maybes that's why I couldn't follow the stream;

Who knew the past would be so heavy or being capable of reaching those extremes; 

I wish I knew how to live and redeem myself from the past;

My hopes are shallow so I only feel like an outcast;

Who I'am? is the biggest question of all;

but at the end of the day its not even worth finding an answer at all;

Until my words find a home, and my soul find its peace;

I'll live with this grief.