Okay guys , so we met up at his house for the fourth date.This time he was being romantic and he smelled like sweet bright red roses. One of the most delightful smells I could have smelled. I was slowly scooting closer to his face. It was as if that rosie smell whispered and told me to just lean in and kiss him. But I just seemed to make matters worse because guess what....... I drooled on myself . (Yes! I drooled.) It was one of the most embarrasing moments of my life . I even grossed myself out. Then I know he was faking it because he started to say how sleepy he was and how he had to clean his house and go to work . So I dont even know what is going to happen anymore . I just hope we dont depart because I hope some day we will marry each other and have two kids together. Which if you dont mind me saying might not ever happen I mean if we do I for one will be super shocked forever more . You know what they always say "expect the unexpected. " I have always wondered who "they" are . You know since everyone just says they. So confused but yet I know that non of you care
