I wanted to tell Harry what was going on I really did but I couldn't, you see him and Niall are so open about their sexuality but me and Liam aren't and at a party a couple of days ago I got a girls number ,now she won't stop calling me seriously non stop so I went to her house yesterday to try and stop her from calling me because she wouldn't listen over the phone but when I got there, we ended up kissing as much as I hated it I liked it too and now I don't know what to do. I love Harry too much to hurt him that's why I'm not telling him but what if he finds out, I just hope nobody round here know's her. I had woke up early today to go out and try and clear the air with this Holly girl so I got dressed then began to sneek out the door to hear girly giggles from outside I opened it to see that girl, Lilly, from yesterday with Holly, oh crap! Both of their heads snapped up and I smiled fakly.
"Lilly this was the guy I was telling you about!" Holly said walking over to me and flinging her arm around my shoulder, Lilly giggled and pulled her away.
"You must be mistaken you see he's gay!" She said facing Holly and giving her a serious look.
"WHAT?" She screamed looking at me disguted.
"Yeah I told you yesterday that I liked this Harry dude but then his boyfriend came and that's Harry's boyfriend!" Lilly replied, unlocking her door. Oh so she liked my Hazza well haha he's taken!
"No he's mine!" Holly said pinning me to the wall and forcing her lips to mine, I pushed her away and shook my head.
"Holly listen you seem like a really nice girl but I am gay!" I whispered/yelled, smiling proudly. Wow that felt good getting that out! Her jaw dropped and she stormed off sown the stairs, that went well...
Later on that day me,Harry,NIall and Liam were all out for dinner at the Blue Peter. We were currently all muchcing away on our dinner when I seen Holly enter the pub with her hand entwinded with another mans, didn't bother me one bit! I flung my arm around Harry and he smiled at me then countined to eat his dinner, I then seen Lilly enter with her parents and she gave me a dirty look before wandering off to the bar, I got up and stood next to her.
"Hear you like Hazza!" I whispered, fidiling with the napkins that were lay out across the bar. She nodded her head and order some drinks before getting her purse out and paying.
"And I'm going to get him, he may be gay Louis but a girl like me can change a boys mind!" She grabbed the drinks and walked off giving me one last look before turning back round. I looked over at Harry who was laughing at properly something Niall did, what did she mean? Was this because I broke her best friends heart or was this because she loved Harry as much as I did? Wait that's not possible or was it?...
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