hello!!! how ya doin?? good? good?
well, am i ok?
no...
im not ok....
im broken, scared, ripped apart, dying.. but i dont have to show it.....
its all hidden in my smile, its all hidden in my laugh
i wanna die so bad, but than dont....
should i give up?
join me with all my secrets, past and present
this is my diary, this is no story, its real life... u think im crazy writing my REAL feelings in a social networking site? well think again becuz all i want is someone to hear out my pain and miseries... someone to understand, someone to tell me its ok, to tell me there here for me no matter who they r, cuz hereing these comforting words will make me feel like im actually alive even though i feel numb, and dead....
plz...
....help me...
