I drove to wingstop and got some boneless barbeque and hot wings with a vanilla and grape sprite. But beforeI went back I needed to make a call to Jayden.
~Phone Convo~ "Hey CJ I need you to send me my medical files from my accident 3 years ago."
"Uhmmm yea but can i ask why."
"Business...Get some."and with that I hung up
~End Of Convo~
Once I pulled up to the hospital the files came in with an attached message from Jayden saying
"Damnn you one messed up crazy ass bitch."
his niggah added a kissy face like that's gone make my feel better.
So I text a picture of him from when some years ago when we first met in some lingerie and 7 inch heels bent over showing his ass and trying to bite his finger seductively. Did I mention that thisniggah had on a nicki minaj wig.
"How bout' you kiss this and say anything else smart this picture is going all over the internet."
I went to my medical files. I couldn't believe my eyes.
*Temporary colorblindness to red-fades in and out over time
*Very soar arms and legs
*Bipolar disorder/ Graves disease
*Anger issues
and the one after that was so shocking I mean I couldn't believe it. i can't even give carlos what he wants.
Damn,i'm really ruined. I can't do shit my life. Can't do shit, Won't do shit.
I sat in my car and cried for about 5-10 minutes. I wiped my tears and put on some makeup. I grabbed the food and walked to Taeylor's room but not before handing Jayden his food.
I walked into the room handed her her food and sat down with my hands in my head. All of a sudden I got reall depressed like suicide depressed. This bipolar shit is gone be the death of me one day.
We didn't say anything we were both in our own little worlds.
"Why are you here." her voice sounded strained.
"I don't know. I reallly wanted someone to talk to then i realized I wouldn't let you talk to me and that wasn't fair towards you. I don't know I have some things wrong with me right now,my whole life is ruined now I can't do shit. My feelings are fucked up and mann i'm so stressed."
Then I got really mad and my eyes did the shit with the black and all that other shit yea that.
" Bitch and it a little too late for this don't come in my motherfucking hospital room with no sapp shit i don't want to fucking talk to you. I don't care what you have to say."
Bruhh she threw her fucking soda and food at me even though she missed with the food the soda still hit me . My whole ass feelings was hurt. I fucked up this time I really fucked up. I lost my sister over some stupid shit.
FUCK!!!!!
