I am the girl who grew up knowing that her parents had the kind of love anyone would die for
I am the girl that never appreciated what she had until it was gone
The girl that upon hearing that her dad was dying
Never thought it would actually happen
I'm the girl that fell apart when he actually did a year later
I am the girl that did what she wanted regardless of how much it would hurt later
The girl that thought love would eventually come
If she dreamt it hard enough
And was disappointed to find out that she was wrong.
I am the girl that you come to for advice knowing I'll understand
And never comes to you for the same.
I am that girl that is happy when you are happy
But a little disappointed that I am not
I am the one in the background watching life pass me by
Because I'm too scared to do something about being alone
Tired of being used and hurt so instead of trying I hide from it all
I am the girl that is at home wishing she were somewhere else
While you are out living your life
I'm the girl that doesn't cry in front of my friends
Because I don't want them to know how much I suffer
I am the person that cries silently because I don't know what it feels like to be adored or loved
Bearly remember what its like to be liked at all.
I am the girl that was used for his in between time when he was single and lonely
And I am the one that doesn't remember what it feels like to be excited about anything.
The girl who wishes someone would think she was beautiful
Even if she knows that it might never happen
I am the girl who acts like she doesn't care
Even when she secretly does.
I am that girl and so much more
Nobody ever notices the girl in the corner,
And I my friend Am that girl.
