What Happened

Madness

 "I can't believe you! I cared so much I can't believe I trusted you!" I stood there waiting for a responce. "I'm sorry I never wanted you to get hurt." Kelly quickly tried to kiss me I didn't move. I fucking got cheated on again why does this happen to me and me only. Its always my fault for trusting people look what happened to me and Jackie. 

"Stop I've had enough of this." I walked out of the room. 

This is the second time the fucking second time, I'm done. I'm done with Kelly and this whole life thing I'm just done completly. How do people forgive someone who lies and cheats all the time. All my love I gave to her its gone, all of it gone like that. What did I do to diserve someone so beautiful yet so evil.  

"Kristy please forgive me I love you and only you!"

Why does she plead and, plead and, plead? Thats all she does '"Can we go out? Pretty please, please, please, please."' That's all I fucking hear the only thing. I can't take much more of this. I have to get out of here. 

"Kelly I'm leaving you. I'll be back to get my stuff later bye." 

I grabed my keys and tried to leave but she got me, those lips so soft so kissable. I kiss back. she kisses harder as I do the same. At that momment I stopped I ask "what's her name?"   "What do you mean?" She was quite confused, I don't blame her. "I mean what is the name of the girl you were seeing?"         "Oh um Angie." She answered too quickly for my comfort. "Okay." I say walking away from her.          There is a pause from her then she asks "Wait why do you ask?" 

"Oh I was just wondering. Okay?" 

"Okay" She walks toward me. "What do you suposse we do? You know are relationship." 

She stops she stares right at me those eyes that body oh lord she's perfect. Should I forgive her? So many times I mean only twice now but yet that seems like a lot. Oh Kelly why do you do this to me, she's waiting patiently for my responce. I say nothing. Her eyes water as if about to cri. I really don't want to hurt her but look at all the times she hurt me. *sigh* She's crying now. 

"You promise on your life you won't lie, cheat, or do anything to hurt are relationship ever again?" I sound like a mom telling a child what not to do.  She manages to say "yes" through her sobs. 

********Midnight******** 

The most perfect girl is lying next to me at this moment in time. I don't even know what time it is but i know I'm not going to sleep anytime soon. Why would she do that, why would she cheat I thought I make her happy at least it seems like I used to. Our whole world is Madness. 

A.N 

Hey people of the Wattpad hope you like the first chapter of me new book I know its not grammaticly incorrect. Sorry for the short chapter I have homework. More to come. 

Thanks peeps, 

Bear.