Dear Diary,
Today was a huge mess and some of it was my fault. I have been worried about some guy when I need to worry about my mom. You see she has been diagnosed with cancer and I am the only family member that is helping her. Everyone else has bailed out and don't want anything to do with her because they know that they will have to help her and they don't want to come out of pocket to do so. They are being so selfish and stupid that I just cut them off and told them that if they decided to come and help then I would greatly appreciate it but if not then they know what they can do.
I was in college at one point and I wanted to stay in the dorm room, but I have no choice but to stay home and take care of mother because no one else is going to do it. I have to put everything I have on hold so that my mom gets to her appointments on time and I have to make sure that she takes all of her medications. I would hire a nurse but we really don't have that much money because she wanted me to continue with my college degree.
My dad for example only cares about his new and healthy girlfriend. When mom found out she was sick he was on the next plane out. He didn't say goodbye, kiss my ass or nothing. He just flat out left us.
I am now picking up the pieces and trying to take care of mom as well as going to college. I fear that I will have to drop out which would hurt us more than anything. I can't believe I am the only one dealing with this but it is okay because if my mom is happy then I am happy.
I am sorry
I am so sorry mom
Xoxo
Maxi💙💜💙
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Maxine's Diary
General FictionThis is the Diary of Maxine Logan which is where she talks about her love life and taking care of her mother who is dying from cancer. Their family skipped out and no one is there to help but Maxine and her boyfriend Max. Maxine is doing everything...
