I begin as a modest person
End with a horrible emotion
It left me aghast
I’m nowhere to be seen, emptiness I feel
You can’t understand me? Are you?
It seems that I’m the only one knows it
Unless if you know what I mean
I know I’m silly but just listen to me and understand me, here we go
It started long ago
Dark was wrapped around my body
I can’t see the light but I feel the warmth
I shrugged and shook my head to see the fantasy but it was the reality
The reality was that I’m alone
Everybody spread rumors and lies about me
Judge me base on my looks
And it wasn’t just that, they hurt me physically
I have bruises and bumps to show to you what they’re doing to me but I can’t
They made me feel I’m a eunuch
They call me harsh and poisonous words in front of everybody
I want to end this miserable and pain
I have many options and suicide is the best solution
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CAN YOU UNDERSTAND ME NOW?
