Ano ba ang kakambal ng pag mamahal? When you Love, be ready for its consequences.. be ready for its Twins.
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May 19, 2010
1:27 am
Have you ever been in love? Did you ever felt the spark? Did you ever felt the frantic thumping of your heart inside your chest? Ako, isang beses palang..
Paano ba masasabing totooyung pagibig na nararamdaman mo? Paano ba maidi-differentiate ang Love sa Infatuation?
Sabing teacher ko noon, Infatuation is felt only for a short period of time. It is felt by mere attraction in its opposite sex physical attributes. It fades as times go by. But some often misjudge Infatuation as Love.
So, what if the feeling last for years? What if it doesn’t fade? Can it be called love? Pero, anobaang love? Hmm..For me? Love is like a rosary, full of mysteries. Hahaha di, jokelang but actually, it has a point. Love is indeed mysterious. Love? It cannot be found.. It is to be earned. It is given and received. Love is the reason why the world still exists. Love is the reason why we’re alive. Love is immeasurable. Love has no reason.
Wala namang definite na meaning ang love diba? Everyone can come up with their own meaning of Love. Love is a universal language. No one knows what Love really means. Lahattayo may kanya kanyang uri ng pagmamahal, we have our own definition of it and for me..
“LOVE IS SACRIFICE.”
Do you still remember the man who died in the cross of Calvary 2,000 years ago? Do you remember JESUS CHRIST? How He suffered from the hands of his own people, from our hands. Yet, He never ceased to Love us no matter what. While we laugh, he dies slowly.. While we forsake Him, He forgives our sins. While we hate Him, He died because of His love for us. We are the reason why He suffered and died. We are the reason why his blood was shed upon the cross, why he bleed.. All his wounds..The nails pierced in His hands and the crown of thorn upon his head. He sacrificed His life because of His love for us. He promised to come back for us, to redeem us. And I believe in Him. It was the greatest love that ever existed and no love will ever be compared to His love. Indeed, LOVE IS SACRIFICE.
Once, nag mahal din ako..or should I say, nag mamahal parin hanggang ngayon. Kapag nabasa nya to, sana maintindihan nya ako. Ikukwento ko to para sakanya.. Kaya kung sino man ang makakabasa nito, sana maunawaan nyo ang ginawa ko.
Una ko syang nakita noong 3rd year high school kami. Transferee sya non and fortunately, naging classmates kami. The first time I laid my eyes on Him, wala na, talo nako.. I was inlove that very moment. Love at first sight? Maybe? Love is mysterious nga diba? Pero siguro, infatuation pa lang naman. But I can never tell. Then ayun, we got to know each other, we became friends and eventually it turned to being the best buds. Pero habang lumalim yung pagkakaibigan namin lalo ring lumalim yung nararamdaman ko para sakanya. I was crazily in love with him. Akala ko, hanggang best friends nalang yung realationship namin. I was afraid of letting him know what I really feel.. I don’t want to ruin the friendship that we build by steeping in the line between love and friendship. Natakot ako na baka kapag nalaman nyang mahal ko sya higit pa sa pagiging kaybigan, iwasan nya ako or worst, iwan nya ako. Ayoko ng ganun. Kaya mas pinili kong manahimik nalang. Kahit papaano, kasama ko parin naman sya. Masaya na ako. 2 years passed and our friendship grew stronger. We graduated happily. Nag decide kami nasaiisang school lang kami pumasok. Mahal na mahal ko sya kaya ayokong mapalayo sakanya. Sobrang saya ko..
