Broken

Ch. 1

Dairy entree one 

I remember how it was just a week ago. How you would make me laugh at the dumb stuff you did. Like that one time you grabbed my hand while singing grab somebody sexy and tell them hey. Or that one time when you just looked at me ¨admiring¨ the sight of me. I remember when you would tell me that nothing would come in between our love. Or that time when you gave me a dozen roses 1 fake and said you would love me tell the last one died. I have one question to ask you though, was it all a lie? Did you mean anything you said? Did you ever really care for me? If you did then why did you leave? Do you know how bad it hurts to see you every day and pretend it doesn't affect me at all? Have you ever wondered what made me the bitch that I am? I miss when you would be so random and make me smile with your stupidity. I loved how you could make me feel like a princess when everyone made me feel like a beast. I had the crazy idea that maybe you did love me and with Ideas come Stupidity. The stupidity of believing the crazy ideas they put in your head. Like believing that he really loves me, or believing that he actually finds me beautiful. It's just really hard for me to do, Going about my day not breaking down at the thought of him. Pretending that I'm just fine is now a daily routine of mine.

Rosa's P.o.v

"Rosa!" I heard him shout in joy, I giggled a bit pretending I didn't hear him and continued walking. "Babyyyy don't ignore me" he called again I can imagine this cute little pout on his lips and laughed while turning around to face him. "Hey babe" I greated him with a kiss on the cheek falling into step with him. School had ended just a short while ago and we were on our way to our hang out spot aka the park. It was absolutely beautiful outside and the warm breeze definitely added to the magnificent sight. "How was your day beautiful?" He asked me with a small grin lacing his lips. "It was good handsome, how was your day?"
"My day was very boring but you're here now so it's ten times better" He replied with a cheeky grin
"Babe" I giggled "You're so cheesey"
"And you're so beautiful and sweet. How did I get so lucky to have you?" He mumbled as we slowly came to a stop. Kissing me lightly he resumed walking again leaving me to feel like a princess. Things were going so good in life at that moment and it absolutely terrified me.

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Shaking my head I slowly came back to the heart breaking reality that we were no longer an item. To the realization that he no longer loved me, he no longer wanted me. I often ask myself just how long he hasn't had an interest in me, just how long has he liked to me?