espihoesa: ik im beautiful but theres really no need to stare
me: ew, why would i stare at you?
espihoesa: now now, denial is an ugly shade on you grier
me: now now, desperation is an ugly shade on you espinosa
espihoesa: ur so unoriginal
espihoesa: but seriously
espihoesa: what are you gawking at?
me: it isn't your dick so why are you concerned?
espihoesa: rude
i looked over at matt across the table who smiled down at his phone. he's so cute. wait, okay wow. when did i develop feelings for the kid who still belives in santa? he's gross.
me: r u smiling at me
me: gross
espihoesa: pfft what
espihoesa: no
me: looks like you were
espihoesa: why were u staring at me to begin with?
oh shit, what do i say? there is only one thing to do, and it is cringe worthy as all hell.
me: new phone who dis
espihoesa: oh my jesus
me: soz
i grinned, looking up at matt's appaled face and shrugged. theres nothing else i could do.
espihoesa: try me bitch
me: nah thx.
espihoesa: chicken shit
me: tru
espihoesa: :/
we both looked up at eachother at the same time with serious faces but cracked a smile after. we can never keep straight faces, espically if were looking at eachother.
me: stop staring at me
espihoesa: why tho
me: bc
i smiled lightly, glancing up at him. kian popped his head into my vision, waving a hand infront of my face. i looked over at him and he smirked.
"whats going on here?"
"nothin'."
me and matt looked at eachother and smiled one more time before going back to other people.
you can't like matt, kamdyn. you can't. thats not right. you are strictly friends and thats all.