The delinquent girl, She loves

Hatred and loyalty

Chapter 6

Hayley’s p.o.v

I stop without hesitation. I thought she was asleep. I curse in my head I wish Chris was here. Turning around and come face to face with a drunk Kat.

“What time do you call this, what did you do, were you being a prostitute again” she says slurring. She starts to near me with a bottle in her hand.

My mind goes crazy it’s like I’ve been in this position before , like I’ve seen this before. Then my mind flashes.

~Flashback~

I cry in the corner in an empty basement. I hear the shouting and screaming upstairs of my mother and father. I sit there holding my sobbing body.im a 5 year old girl slumped in the corner as my parents fight. This is not something a child should go through.

I start shaking my mind panicking  what could be happening. I hear footsteps and a women scream my name ‘Hayley ru-‘ and then it stops as a load bang takes place. I scream hearing it.

I watch as the man, the man who I thought was my idol. The man who used to make me hot chocolate at night and the man who killed my mother.

“you stupid girl shut up” he says bringing a bottle from behind his back.

I start to quiet down looking at him with all the fear in my eyes and all he does is smirk…

….

I cry remembering how the scar on my lower back had got there. I cry remembering the day my mother died. I break down completely forgetting there kat stood with a bottle in her hand.

I start to hit the floor bringing back the 5 year old state of mind. Nothings ok mommy will come.

I wait for those heavy footsteps but only they never came. Looking up I see a shattered bottle on the floor but no Kat. Where did she go?

I stand up watching where I step so I wouldn’t get my feet on the glass. Still with tears in my eyes I carry myself up to my room…

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I wake up with sweat beading down the side of my face. Another dream. The same one I have all the time.it was never going to go away no matter how much I try. I guess it’s just a reminder that I’m useless and don’t deserve a good life. That’s probably why everything good was taken away from me like my mum and my unselfish dad.

I still wonder though what have I done. I’m not stupid in thinking I am a disgrace to the whole world. I must have done something. I still wonder what happened to my mother after she died, I never got to see her body. I was always trapped from getting anywhere or finding out any information. But as I was young I probably wouldn’t have understood.

I sigh getting my aching body off the bed. It’s all silent and there is no sound. Normally I would hear Kat in her room probably watching tv but no there was nothing.

I sat there thinking…

Kat she may be a bitch and nothing like my mother at least she didn’t really harm me at least not as bad as the things my father used to do. Or even cheat on Chris. She looks like a proper gold digger but truth is I’ve never seen her do thing maybe I was wrong. But I still know she hates me too bits.

Chris, he seems loyal and a great father but he is always at work and he leaves me alone. He doesn’t even talk to me knowing my past. I don’t even know why he adopted me in the first place. Was it out of self-pity.

Cassie she has always been there, even though she doesn’t know half the things in my life. She is the one I can trust.

I start to think about everyone in my life somehow I must still have a bit of luck if I have someone caring like cassie in my life.

‘BANG’

I abruptly get up from the sound what was that.

‘BANG BANG’

I hear the sound getting nearer what could that be.

‘BANG’…

Then everything goes black.