I had to do it

Lost in thought

Chapter 2

I was on the floor crying. I was so careful, so secretive, but I guess that wasn't enough. I couldnt bear the pain I felt inside. No one knew my hurt, only my secret.All that ran through my mind at this point was that i wanted them all DEAD!every laughing soul at midway high!.But of course that would make me a serial killer.Just imagine all the broken hearted parents crying for their murdered child.

I giggled a little, I sounded like a complete physcopath killer or something. I overreacted, but dont we all at some point?. I tried to get a grip on myself so I wiped my tears and washed my face. My eyes red from crying I had already looked like the phsycotic killer I pictured. I could imagine it, slashing the throat of Amy duncome so she will never speak again. My mind got the best of me. I had some crazy thoughts. At this point I was totally convinced that I was a killer.

I went back to class and sat down in my chair.My seat was by the window so I was able to catch my breath. The children chuckled but I ignored them. I looked out the window and thought once again. "Am I crazy?, why would death be the only thougt in my mind?.....". None of these questions could ever be answered. The breeze blew in my face, It smelt like roses and honey. A smile took over my face, it smelt amazing. Amy saw me smiling and shouted " Thinking of chad again huh amber?!".The entire class intruded the class's silence with laughter. I looked at amy and said "your such a stupid b****!!".I thought and I thought. I was lost in thought. Thinking of how I can put an end to all of this.....