SaucedXVIIII

fatal tells

Bodyy pov
I woke up & saw his arm round me I pushed his arm off of me & got otta bed him-were u goin I juss continued walkin to the bathroom I locked the door behind me I turned on the water & he was beatin on the door so I made my way to my beats pill & drowned him out & hopped in the shower

30mins lata

I got out the shower feelin relieved I see he stopped bangin on the door I walked out nude he was sittin on the bed w/ his jaw clenched I walked past him did my hygiene & put on my sports bra,boy shorts, sum long socks then a wife beater then slid on my slides I grabbed a point tail holder bout to put my hair in a ponytail since it was curly as I was bout to walk out he spoke him-can we talk I nodded & patted his lap so I sat down he wrapped his arms around me securely then he sighed & looked up at the sky baby I love you okay so plzzz don't eva question that i have issues & i know I need help but I don't know were to start he looked at the wall intensely but stay quite soo I spoke up me-baby I'll listen u just gotta talk I'm here for u juss don't lay hands on me like that again

Ricky pov
ricky-Soo omm my whole life I was abused mentally, physically & sadly spiritually like to the point I question God I know I shouldn't but have u Eva wondered y certain things happen to u I feel like he's tooken his hands off my life soo I turned towards sellin drugs wen I was 8 my mom & her current bf at the time violated me I looked away from her they forced me to watch em have sex & record em my mom bf started touchin on me & I begged my mom to help but she just watched & touched herself like it was pleasure then they made me join em in sex my 1st time I I was 8 & it was a threesome w/ my mom & her dude it was horrible then they did it current they even took turns suckin me up they always kissed on me & wen I tried to run or fight back they would beat me then wen I turned 10 she started sellin my bodyy she would invite ladies ova so they can have sex w/ me & they paid her she even watched these grown ladies rape me she had so much fun watchin she'll even video it or join in or her new boo would join or they both joined in they juss always touched me & stuff then on my 11th birthday she got paid by a group of ladies to have sex w/ me so I basically got a train ran on me I had sex w/ all 6 ladies at the same time they we're bi they used me & my mom even joined In so that was 7 well that night I had had enough I ran away & never saw that filthy mom of mines....... I looked back at her emotionless she was full blown cryin by now her-baby I'm soo sorry u had to go thru that she juss sat there lookin at me least u don't look like what uve been thru
Me-its the past but it did lead to me having selective mutism & bein bipolar I juss hope she doesn't find me again and that I find my way back to God I shook my head come on baby we got skool this is our senior year Im 18 & u bout too turn 18 this is our last step soo come on & plzz don't pity me I stood up & she stood up & hugged me lettin the last of her tears fall on my chest I kissed the top her head & rocked us while lettin a tear fall

Body pov
Mann my bay'beh been thru a lot image help him get back to God but lemme pull it together soo we can go to school. I pulled away from him grabbed my bag & my phone he grabbed his phone & we left my house hand in hand

We was in the car singin along to the radio the whole way we was turnt

We pulled up to the school & walked in hand in hand

Yass weze that couple

But guess who i saw

Dangg ricky!!!

Rickys mom tho!!

Will she come back?!

Who did body see?