I hadn't told you my story and I guess I could tell you now though it's too late.
I was born with the condition to have difficulty when making msture contact. But this I never expected and neither did you.
9 months later I started bleeding, it wasn't the kicks of life, it was the kick of aches and pains. I held it in, never telling you what was going on. I knew you'd be devastated. Another thing I regretted. By then I was in too much pain, I collapsed. I couldn't remember anymore...I'm sorry.